Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

お菓子 / Sweets

sweets sweets
お菓子 sweets

In no time at all、1 week after discharge。I didn't force myself though、No wandering around、It's been a pretty busy week。

Prepare for after discharge、Preparing from the day after surgery was actually helpful.。But、Looking back on it now, I feel like I should have experienced the hospitalization more deeply.。Considering the age、I'll probably have to be hospitalized several times in the future.、A good opportunity to observe (self) from various perspectives、I spent my time only from the perspective of everyday life.。But、I think it was a good opportunity。

The day after surgery、I bought a box of chocolates at the shop downstairs.。Because I thought that hospital food alone was not enough nutrition for the brain.。While licking it sometimes、I was at the computer next to my bed.。In the end, I was satisfied with just that one box.、I didn't add it、I bought sweet drinks several times.。

I hardly ever snack。I wouldn't eat it even if it existed、For some reason I like looking at sweets.。Beautiful wrapping paper and stylish design、Cheap luxury etc.、sweets for me、Rather than being eaten, it is becoming a raw material for designs and images.。for each candy、can have sweet dreams。If I feel like it、I'll try eating it。It's kind of like a market research method.、But what I thought was interesting、Even just a little bit、I definitely feel like eating it。

退院 / Discharge from hospital

good mornning
good mornning

退院の朝。朝日が向かい側の団地の白い壁から反射している。

何から何まで全て初体験の入院だったが、世の中は毎日こんなことを、川の水が流れるように、一瞬も止まることなく繰り返している。だが本当は、スーパーで野菜を買うのも、交通事故で間一髪助かるのも、全く同じ程度に稀有で、一回限りのことなのだ。人は誰も二度と同じことを繰り返すことはできない。時間は流れている。昨日の野菜は今日の野菜ではない。昨日の私は今日の私ではないのだ。

入院中、ピカソとマティスを集中して見た。彼らが新しい世界を切り開く作品を、次々と発表し始めたのはちょうど１００年前。何となく解っていたつもりでも、見る度に新鮮な発見があるのは、さすが巨匠たちである。何度も見た筈の絵に、何度も初めて見る歓びを感じさせてくれる。

ピカソもマティスも、新鮮な野菜のようだ。毎日毎日新しく生まれ変わっている。流れる川のような力が作品から放射されている。幼い時は血となり肉となり、青年の時代には走るエネルギーとなり、今はまた愉しみとともに害悪を洗い流す薬ともなっている。新鮮な野菜を摂ることは、愉しみだ。

私も新鮮な野菜になりたい。 2016/12/3

病院の食事

入院食
入院食

breakfast one day。It's refreshing though、Just a little color is fun。Even a low-salt diet has plenty of flavor。The rice is a little messy though、Since it is hospital food, it is unavoidable to some extent.。

180 grams of rice is quite a lot.。Looks like most of your calories come from carbohydrates.。Comparing only rice、This one meal is equivalent to my usual amount of rice.。Repeat this three times、I feel like I only eat rice every day.。

I am determined to have natto and yogurt every morning.。Natto is an efficient way to consume vitamin K.。45g of rice is treated like a condiment for natto.。Yogurt is for regulating the stomach and intestines, which is a weak point.。This is a generous 300g。The rest is fine if you don't have it.。noon、It's appropriate at night、Eat with some thought。Basic diabetic diet。I don't have diabetes、is the basis for calculation。

Hospital patients are boring、looking forward to the meal。Is it because of that?、Everyone eats extremely quickly.。I usually eat slowly、I feel like I'm being rushed too much。Japanese people are proud of Japanese food, but、Like this、What about the way you eat by scratching?、I thought。I remembered the time I went to Menza (the railway staff cafeteria) in Milan.。

Almost all the men and women there were drinking two or three small bottles of wine.、take your time、talking loudly、We were laughing and enjoying our meal slowly.。Is it okay to drink some wine?、It was so cheerful that no one even thought about it.。

Because it's a hospital、For example, even if you can't do it happily like Italians,、I feel that the way Japanese people enjoy meals is completely different from that of other people.。Maybe it's a difference in philosophy。

everything、If their philosophy is to enjoy life、even if it's a hospital、もっと目で、舌で、手で楽しめない食事こそ、病気を作る元凶だと考えているかも知れない。旅先で病院の世話にはなりたくないものだが、一度イタリアの病院で（ごく軽い病気程度にしてもらいたい）味も、雰囲気も味わってみたい気もする。