Month: August 2022

I drew a river in my hometown。This is a scene from 3 years ago because I couldn't go for a while due to Corona.。I was planning to go home this year, but my back pain got worse.、Unfortunately it was canceled at the last minute。Even though I had gotten a ticket...。Because of that,。

Try making a video、I am painfully aware that I cannot convey even a tenth of what I am thinking in my head.。Trying to give a somewhat convincing explanation、There's no end to it no matter how far I go。When I look at the video I made, it seems unsatisfactory.、Even if they were able to come up with something convincing, no one other than the person himself would see such a video.。

for me、Video production may be a good way to prevent blurring at the moment.。But、Not just drawing pictures、photograph、recording、Editing on a computer、Narration and its composition、Uploading to YouTube is very stressful every time.、It is possible that it may be accelerating the blurring.。anyway、Even though I'm spending a huge amount of time that doesn't even make a penny.、It's strange to me that I do it so desperately.。

なんだか元気が出ない。暑いとか、あちこち痛いとか、そんなのが全部まるまってのしかかってくるのか分からないが、パソコンに向かっている今もなんだか首が重たい。

上のエスキースの中で良いのはこの部分だけ。風に吹かれてどこかへ飛んでいきたいって気分がチラッとあるかな―かたちは悪いけど。凡庸過ぎるアイデア・表現だけど、そのぶん記号化されてしまっていて、郵便局のマークのように「気分」が使える（それがいいのかどうかは別として）。