an answer without an answer

"Flying Man" (in production) F120

My throat hurts since yesterday。I don't have a fever, so it seems like it's just a (common) cold.。saturday afternoon、Maybe it's because I saw something bad.。

Work in progress。Things don't quite go as planned.。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、It's going as I want、That “do what you want” itself is not good.。that's why、I have to reconsider、While I was deciding how far I should go back and think about it,、start getting stuck in a maze。

But、What I'm thinking now is, "I don't seek answers that don't have answers."。Well then、What should we do? That being said、There is no way。certainly。If there was a way to find an answer that doesn't have an answer、That's weirder。In the end it's a feeling。

What is the feeling?、everything about that person。Physical strength and energy、Knowledge, experience, and preferences、“Feeling” all together。Just do it until it feels good。Trial and error or hesitation、The words apply to many different things、Being swayed by such words won't accomplish anything.。All you have to do is do it until you think it's good.、There's no way I can do more than that。

Yasukuni Shrine

At the store
“Shin-chan Manju” and others

Hurry up in the afternoon、I went to see Robert Bosisio's paintings at the Italian Cultural Institute in Kudan, Tokyo.。It was a very high quality piece of work.、There are only 4 points。There are two art books available.、Even if you watch it, 30 minutes is enough in total.。I asked if they sold art books.、"I'm just looking at it," he said curtly.。I will take my time to remember it and go home.。

When you reach the top corner of Kudanzaka, Yasukuni Shrine is right in front of you.。I've never seen it before、I took the opportunity to go in.。I'm a little surprised that there are many other young women。Even if I go inside、Do you have any lessons or something?、A group of reasonably well-dressed women were sitting together in a group.。This one is wearing short sleeves and wandering around in sweats.。It was hot yesterday。It's surprising that there are so many Chinese people.。Overseas training on “historical awareness”?

On the way home、A quick glance at the shop reveals ``Shin-chan Manju'' and ``Taro Capone Rusk'' with a portrait of Taro Aso.。I knew about it, but this was my first time seeing it in real life.。It's like poison、I feel like eating。

Emily Ungwarre

Emily Ungwale “My Homeland” 1992

Emily Kame Kngwarreye 1910?-1996) is a small village on the edge of Australia's central desert.、born as an aboriginal。I have hardly received any so-called Western-style education.、aboriginal traditions、grew up within the rules、I never left there。

As part of an Australian Government education project、Arts and crafts programs started nearby、Emily joined it when she was almost 80 years old.。At first I learned batik (a type of dyeing).、2About a year later, I took an art class.、There he experienced painting on canvas for the first time.。Until then, I had no knowledge or experience of (Western) painting.、I've never even held a paintbrush。

At the end of the program, an exhibition was held by the participants.、Emily's painting attracts attention there.。1~ Within two years, I was invited to participate in world-class exhibitions of contemporary paintings.、Become Australia's leading writer。From the moment you touch a painting、Only 5-6 years until death、It has come to occupy a special place in the world's contemporary paintings.。

To herself, such glory meant little.、still living in the desert、Praying for the yam harvest while feeling the surrounding nature、eat it、sing a song of gratitude、dance。You can also apply paint to the canvas、It has become such a natural part of life.、has her own meaning。Rather than having my paintings sold for hundreds of millions of yen each.、Thinking about the spirits of yams and the earth、Another way to dedicate songs and dances to that、What I acquired in the form of a picture、became valuable to her。If you calculate it, it's almost 1 piece per day.、like washing your face every morning、Apparently he was drawing like he was taking a nap.、3000a picture。Two years after Emily died, I、I saw the big exhibition。