
I suddenly remembered William Blake.。William Blake (1757-1827)、He is a poet and painter whose style is very religious.。Apparently he is also a printmaker.。The first time I saw his paintings was when I was a student.、About 40 years ago。Like a crazy drawing、The slightly unusual deformation left an impression on me.、I thought it was a poet's hobby, but、I didn't go into it any further。
About 10 years have passed since then、For some reason, I was able to visit England for about 10 days.、I decided to focus a little more on British watercolors.。Constable and Turner are the first candidates based on common sense.。
First, go to the Tate Gallery.。By chance, the "William Blake Exhibition" is being held.。Even though I thought it wouldn't be a great picture.、When I look at the poster, my heart flutters。Well, it's also the same watercolor.、I decided to eat a little bit of road grass.。This is an unexpected big answer。
I felt like I had touched Blake's burning hot soul.。Not an exaggeration、I was overwhelmed by the outpouring of force.。I was devastated by how inconsiderate my actions were.、I saw the works。I'm sure Constable and Turner saw it after that, but I don't remember it at all.。(I felt the same way when I saw all of Rouault's Passion works in Tokyo.。When I went out from the Louault exhibition venue to the city of Ginza、I remember feeling like the city was drained of color.。)
Lately, I have lost all confidence in my drawings (which is very painful)、(I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing)。I don't think I'm imitating others.、In the fog、where am I、I lost track of where I was walking.。unintentionally、I want to follow someone else's trail somewhere。At times like that、From now on, I'll tell myself, "Watch the break."。
Break is highly rated、I really don't think it's a picture that will please everyone.。It feels like it's suffocating、I feel like I'm being blamed、I'm sure everyone can feel that way to some degree.。It may even be unpleasant for some people。break through it and move on、that passion。This is a picture that always reminds me of what I must not lose.。 2011/10/28

