Seeing yourself through Corona

Non-titled (CG)

I tried drawing with a different software than the other day.。Illustration software usually comes with a video guide called a ``tutorial.''、I'll do it after I see it、Not once has everything gone smoothly according to the instructions.。Stuck from the beginning、It can't be like that、I watched the video again and again、Still, for some reason it doesn't always work as per the guideline.。After thrashing around、Even when I think I finally understand、It can take several more hours to reach the beginning.。According to the manual, it only takes 1 second to pass.。Before, I would have gotten angry and destroyed my computer.。I'm still pretty irritated、I'm starting to think that's an idiom.。

Most software developers are not painters or illustrators (apparently)。Designers also “demonstrate how to do it” in tutorials、(Because explanation time is limited) Everyone explains quickly at their own level.、Beginners are understandably confused。Just knowing that、My computer gets scratched a lot less.、My blood pressure has also stabilized.。

Learning new things requires a huge amount of time and effort.。Considering the knowledge and understanding of computers、It seems I need three times more perseverance than the average person.。Currently in the midst of the coronavirus pandemic、I think I just happened to be given that time.。

like many people、My life has also been greatly affected by the coronavirus.。Despite the painful effects、I started walking like a different person than I did a few years ago.、I also learned a lot of information from the radio while walking.。I accidentally replaced my computer.、We have also introduced various software。

If you think about it、With or without the coronavirus pandemic、I should have changed myself sooner.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。If there was no coronavirus、I may have lost my last chance to change myself (even if it's actually too late)。From the perspective of human history、It seems that viruses also contribute to the evolution of many forms of life.。-I find myself nodding my head slightly.。

A G T (America’s Got Talent)

Kamome (CG)

Recently、Sometimes I watch AGT (America’s Got Talent) on YouTube.:American newcomer discovery program。It all started with the UK's ``UK got Talent''。I'm impressed that there are indeed "geniuses" out there.。Although many of the people appearing are singers.、Even for someone like me who admits that I don't understand music.、"This person is、It makes you feel that what you have is different.。Is that what it means to be a “genius”?。

Effort for ordinary people、environment、genetics etc.…Everything feels like it's necessary、It makes you think that “talent that was bestowed from heaven after all!” is something from another world.、That's "genius"。What they have in common is “absolute trust in themselves”。And one more thing、The ability to “go to a place where you are accepted”。moreover、“Humility” that can be called calm。Geniuses are not extravagant for some reason.。that's a new discovery。That's also attractive。

Genius is often compared to a high mountain.。from a high mountain、You can clearly see the peaks and features of the mountains below.。I think he was at the foot of the mountain、I'm not sure which peak is higher。Of course, the people at the foot are ordinary people.。-This analogy applies not only to the height of the peak.、It also implicitly conveys the importance of the foothills.。The importance of the “foothills” that support geniuses.。Maybe you could call it a fan、In any case, such people make geniuses "geniuses".。Creating a stage is not the work of a genius, but the power of the fans.、I think watching this program。

On the other hand, genius is like a wild orchid.、I also feel。Orchids are a kind of defeated species among plants.。lose the competition、It is a life that has chosen to live in a harsh environment with little nutrition.。Their place is in the inconspicuous darkness。There are many people who love it、difficult to grow、With plenty of nutrients and light, it won't grow into a large tree.。Suddenly、For some reason I think of Edith Piaf。

What is your walking goal?

Study of a woman (CG)

I already wrote that I started walking in late November last year.。At most a three-day monk、That's what I thought about half of the time myself.、(Wow!) It's still going on.。maybe、I think I have a natural tendency to not get bored easily.、Due to Corona too、Sometimes I don't have anything else to do、That's probably why it continues。

Just after 2 months、This is the result of walking。Weight -4kg against a target of 1kg。Achievement rate 400%? I haven't measured the waist circumference.、I think it worked because the two belt holes are different.。I walked 10,000 to 12,000 steps (7 to 8 km) almost every day.。There is one day when I don't walk.、Only 380 steps that day。Because the weather was bad、I have to be conscious of walking、This is the life。
Bonus:① I feel that my legs and hips have become stronger ② I almost no longer use compresses for back pain ③ I have acquired basic knowledge about meals ④ I walk while looking into the distance (I have stopped walking early in the morning)、It seems to be good for the eyes...。

But、The problem starts here。The goal will be achieved soon、If I want to continue, I need a "purpose" for that purpose.。I don't dislike walking, either.、I need more beautiful scenery to continue.。If diet itself is not the goal、"health"? but、I'm not that health conscious to begin with.、That probably won't keep you motivated.。Hmm、The problem has become serious。Bonus too、It's human nature to feel unsatisfied with the same bonus all the time.。This is also a deep problem.。Who is it?、good wisdom。