大晦日 / Last day of the year

一つしかない村の診療所

Today is New Year's Eve。It looks like my mother will be able to celebrate New Year's Day 2018.。Maybe it won't last until the end of the year、Kai, who flew in with an emergency call,、Maybe it's just that we've reached this day.。

mother on the bed、sometimes dead、It's been a long time since I thought、Apnea with mouth open。I become nothing but skin and bones, wandering between sleep and wakefulness.。What I can do while watching、put on rubber gloves、Stick cotton wool and fingers in your mouth、dry、Just wiping away the saliva that is about to harden。I can barely talk。

This is how dying people do、What does it mean to live (for me)?、makes me think。to bother many people、education in itself。death in vain、Maybe there is no such thing as a meaningless death.。

 

風土 / Climate

It's been a while since I shoveled snow。How many years has it been since?。I don't push myself、Only in front of the entrance。The snow was light because the temperature was below zero.、It didn't put much strain on my back.。

Going to and from the hospital、On both sides, snow-covered forests extend endlessly.。Looking at the snowy forest、really beautiful。When I was in middle school、I miss walking around in the woods by myself almost every day in winter.。I still wear snowshoes、I feel like I just want to go inside。

When I'm in the city, I feel cold even when I'm wearing thick clothes.、Even if I'm here, even if I'm in the snow、For some reason it doesn't feel that cold。The air and temperature feel very natural to me.。inside me、It's like a certain sense starts communicating with the outside world on its own.、I feel like that。

ブレーキランプが見えない

There was a blizzard in Hokkaido yesterday.、There were reports of rear-end accidents.。Tokyo without snow、In places like Saitama, you might think that the rear-end collision was caused by tire slipping.。Almost all cars in snowy countries have studless tires.、Its performance is quite impressive (depending on the snow quality)。first、no slips。

What's scary is、The snow that rolls up behind the car and the snow that blows、The brake lights shown to the following vehicle are completely covered.。The car behind was caught between the snowstorm and the snow being thrown up by the car in front.、I am driving while finally catching the outline of the car in front.。If there is a heavy snowstorm, the sensor will not work.、This means the automatic collision avoidance system won't work either.。If the vehicle in front suddenly applies its brakes,、I end up in a rear-end accident。

Newer headlights are also LED.。The light bulb itself produces less heat, so、snow is caked。Unless you live in a snowy country、I can't think of anything like this。