大晦日 / Last day of the year

一つしかない村の診療所

Today is New Year's Eve。It looks like my mother will be able to celebrate New Year's Day 2018.。Maybe it won't last until the end of the year、Kai, who flew in with an emergency call,、Maybe it's just that we've reached this day.。

mother on the bed、sometimes dead、It's been a long time since I thought、Apnea with mouth open。I become nothing but skin and bones, wandering between sleep and wakefulness.。What I can do while watching、put on rubber gloves、Stick cotton wool and fingers in your mouth、dry、Just wiping away the saliva that is about to harden。I can barely talk。

This is how dying people do、What does it mean to live (for me)?、makes me think。to bother many people、education in itself。death in vain、Maybe there is no such thing as a meaningless death.。

 

風土 / Climate

久しぶりに雪かきをした。何年ぶりだろうか。私は無理せず、玄関前だけを。気温がマイナスになっていたので雪は軽く、あまり腰の負担にはならなかった。

病院の行き帰り、両側には雪をまとった林が延々と続く。雪の林を見ていると、本当に美しい。When I was in middle school、冬はほとんど毎日のように一人で林の中を歩き回っていたのが懐かしい。今でもカンジキをつけて、ひょいと入って行きたい気持ちになる。

街にいると厚着しても寒く感じるのに、こちらにいると雪の中にいても、なぜかさほど寒くは感じない。自分にとってとても自然な空気・気温のように感じる。自分の中の、ある感覚が外と勝手に交信を始めるような、I feel like that。

ブレーキランプが見えない

There was a blizzard in Hokkaido yesterday.、There were reports of rear-end accidents.。Tokyo without snow、In places like Saitama, you might think that the rear-end collision was caused by tire slipping.。Almost all cars in snowy countries have studless tires.、Its performance is quite impressive (depending on the snow quality)。first、no slips。

What's scary is、The snow that rolls up behind the car and the snow that blows、The brake lights shown to the following vehicle are completely covered.。The car behind was caught between the snowstorm and the snow being thrown up by the car in front.、I am driving while finally catching the outline of the car in front.。If there is a heavy snowstorm, the sensor will not work.、This means the automatic collision avoidance system won't work either.。If the vehicle in front suddenly applies its brakes,、I end up in a rear-end accident。

Newer headlights are also LED.。The light bulb itself produces less heat, so、snow is caked。Unless you live in a snowy country、I can't think of anything like this。