i had an older sister。He died six months after I was born.、Of course I don't know your face、My sister must have seen my face.。He was 2 and a half years old。I don't have any photos because it was a rural area at the time.。Mother pinches her daughter's soft hair、It was kept for a long time (probably still is)。When I was in the lower grades of elementary school、I remember my mother showing me this at some point.、I've seen it myself several times since then.。
The pacemaker is、To the heart where accurate electrical signals no longer reach、A device that accurately transmits signals tailored to a person's physical activity.。That's now、It's starting to move inside my chest as a part of myself.。
The pacemaker itself does not move.。It's just a cold (not cold) machine.。But from the moment they cut open a piece of my flesh and embedded it inside.、share life and death with me、It has become a particularly important part of me.。ahead、important important hand、foot、Eye、Even ears etc.、I can't say it won't be lost to me, but、That's all for as long as I'm alive、never lost。
night、When I woke up and somehow stroked it over my underwear,、It's still a bit painful and swollen.。All the people and things that have happened up until now have been involved.、This is a machine that literally jumped into my chest.。I have to take care of it。
that's why、It's not the name of a machine called a "pacemaker."、I'll give it my own name。Let's call her "Yoko" for now.。that's my sister's name。2016/11/29
