心苦しいが / Under stress

Sweets
Sweets

It's not that I have free time。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、All I do is what people with free time do。I have been reading since early morning this morning.。Actually a few days ago、I started reading it with the intention of finishing it quickly.、unable to read through、It took me until noon today to finally finish reading it.。meanwhile、My butt feels like it's on fire, and it's tingling.、make a copy。Last night was last night、I watched all the foreign dramas I didn't have time to watch all at once.。Throughout the day, a voice in my heart kept telling me, ``I don't have time for this.''、I continued to draw several drawings.。Speaking of home、10I just took care of a few potted plants.。I know I'm in a hurry because it's this time of year.。

I'm bored。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、I don't have time。I'm busy because I have a lot to do.、In the end, it just doesn't do anything。that's stress。I only do standard ways to relieve stress.。While munching on sweets、Is it like reading a diet book?。

For the time being、It's not like a rice cake in a picture、Enjoy the sweets you pictured in the picture.。

 

年の瀬だ

朝食兼昼食
朝食兼昼食

In the blink of an eye、time passes。The end of the year ended with all I had to do to deal with the work that had been postponed due to my hospitalization.。Year-end errands are piling up.。

But for some reason I start to miss alcohol at the end of the year.。It is often said that alcohol is a double-edged sword.。I feel happy when I'm drinking、I can't sleep at night。It's like drinking relaxation and stress together.。Although not specifically discouraged by doctors,、There is no choice between sleep and alcohol.。

I went out for early morning coffee this morning.、11 o'clock after returning home、lunch cum lunch。I find it troublesome to cook rice、I bought a curry donut near the station.。Just yogurt and maple syrup、coffee。

 

お菓子 / Sweets

sweets sweets
お菓子 sweets

In no time at all、1 week after discharge。I didn't force myself though、No wandering around、It's been a pretty busy week。

Prepare for after discharge、Preparing from the day after surgery was actually helpful.。But、Looking back on it now, I feel like I should have experienced the hospitalization more deeply.。Considering the age、I'll probably have to be hospitalized several times in the future.、A good opportunity to observe (self) from various perspectives、I spent my time only from the perspective of everyday life.。But、I think it was a good opportunity。

The day after surgery、I bought a box of chocolates at the shop downstairs.。Because I thought that hospital food alone was not enough nutrition for the brain.。While licking it sometimes、I was at the computer next to my bed.。In the end, I was satisfied with just that one box.、I didn't add it、I bought sweet drinks several times.。

I hardly ever snack。I wouldn't eat it even if it existed、For some reason I like looking at sweets.。Beautiful wrapping paper and stylish design、Cheap luxury etc.、sweets for me、Rather than being eaten, it is becoming a raw material for designs and images.。for each candy、can have sweet dreams。If I feel like it、I'll try eating it。It's kind of like a market research method.、But what I thought was interesting、Even just a little bit、I definitely feel like eating it。