Impermanent and unintentional

I'm depressed all day、I didn't even have the energy to draw.。

I received word that another classmate had passed away.。1I hope I can be discharged from the hospital at the end of the month.、I was thinking、2Even after a month, I still couldn't come back.。always motivated、He was a person who tried new things.。81age。I sincerely wish for your soul to rest in peace.。I have an unfinished picture、When you get discharged from the hospital、While experiencing the final step、I was preparing with the intention of going to completion.。

Recently、Civil engineering work around me、Demolition work has become increasingly visible.。It may be a seasonal thing、A number not seen in recent years。something is、Is it starting to move?。

last year、I have completely withdrawn from group exhibitions held in Ginza, etc.、As I said before,、the flow of time and、Connecting impermanence、I need to paint a more honest picture of myself.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Although it is the destiny of a painting to show it to others,、Is it shared there?、You don't have to ask for sympathy.。Evaluation of pictures, etc.、It's not a good thing anyway (this year)、I'm going to be a judge for an exhibition.)。Even if I get praised、Even if I'm belittled、At most fifty paces or one hundred paces.。Don't be fooled by that、To draw as innocently as possible、I think this is the path to happiness.。I only know about paintings、to be selfless about what you like、I yearn to clarify myself。

Pictures and “talk”

02/13.18:00 I've uploaded。Please take a look

The long-awaited video has finally been uploaded.。One week since the last upload、I couldn't do anything video related.、It actually took 10 days to edit.。In particular, I spent the entire three-day weekend editing this.。

Time to draw for the video、For watercolor、2 hours at most。Usually takes just over an hour。If I could talk while drawing、There is almost no need to spend time thinking about narration etc.、You might be able to do it in a day just by cutting and editing.。Then of course once a week、2、3It is a calculation that makes it possible to upload as often as once.。

But、Drawing while talking means、not realistic。Oh dear、In the demonstration、Although it is possible to do something somewhat similar to that,、We talked all the way from the draft to the completion.、can't concentrate、I can't draw anymore。The last two works、I keep talking all the time、It's better to do that、I am trying to follow the advice。It takes a huge amount of time to think about the words for the narration.、Above all, ``I want to draw a picture.''、Do we need so many words? ” I keep talking without being able to shake off my doubts.。Moreover,、1.5Aiming for double speed、speak quickly。certainly、It can't be fun。in the first place、I'm not painting the picture I want to paint.、Because I'm drawing a picture for a video.、I guess it can't be helped to adapt to that.。

If you want to make a video anyway、It's better if you can enjoy yourself making it too.。It also reduces stress、I can maintain my motivation、Above all, it's healthy。Ideally speaking、someone、It would be best if you could make a video of me drawing.。How well it turned out、It's good to have a chat and laugh every now and then.。I wonder if such a day will ever come。

Quince and shellfish – using two art materials together

"Quarches and shellfish" in progress。The quince in the picture is better、Looks like it has more presence than the real thing

1Only the individual quinces left without rotting、I use it as a motif in my paintings.。This time from a sketchy depiction、I created a demo of how to easily create a background.。

long ago、I often used this technique with tempera.。It's very easy、Convenient method (I feel reluctant because it feels too easy)。How it fits with the base、When cutting (not used this time)、I remember trying to figure out how to harden the paint.。

Used in conjunction with watercolor and acrylic paints、Easy to use with oil painting。Almost no special skills required、I only use my senses。Try it。