Month: February 2021

Although the boy T was timid,、It was also cruel。When I played with friends, I sometimes got a little shy and fidgeted behind my back.、I get bolder when I'm alone、Surprisingly, he had no problem killing living things.。
Most of his prey are small animals、The most common one was frogs.。When the snow melts、Frogs are wriggling everywhere out of nowhere.。Shoot it with a handmade bow。The arrow is a stem of pampas grass、There were many around。cut it at a sharp angle with a knife、If you stick it into the loose ground, mud will get into the hollow inside the stem.、Only the tip becomes moderately heavy.。Arrows don't fly well unless they have a heavy tip.。

strangely、The awareness that you are killing a frog、It didn't occur to him at all。Rather, I was concentrating on shooting the arrow accurately.。A frog is a formidable enemy、To him, the frog was just a slow-moving target.。And it wasn't just his game.。All my friends have bows that they made themselves.、Similarly, use a frog as a practice table.、They were enthusiastically competing with each other to improve their archery skills.。Eventually it will get warmer、By the time you hear the frog's voice coming from the rice field、I completely forgot about the bow and the frog that was shot.、I became obsessed with chasing small fish.。
Small fish are also just one of his playthings.、For him, it was not a ``living thing'' but a ``moving object'' called a ``fish.''。A little different from a frog、Sometimes I just take it home and eat it.。Most of the time, it's only up to the point where you catch a fish.、he wasn't interested。After catching、I didn't even remember what I did with the little fish.。just to catch。more quickly、The harder it is to catch、The little fish piqued his interest.。small fish caught、It twists violently in my hand、The tickling sensation made him ecstatic.。And tiny scales shining in the slime、The beauty of the faintly emerging spots、I didn't even think of the word beautiful, I felt it.。

After getting a little older、The target prey has also become larger.。Frogs and small fish have already graduated.。The time for free diving and fishing has passed.、When the akebia and wild grapes have finished growing and winter has arrived,、The Ts started hunting hares.。Both meat and fur are certainly useful.、His friends were also walking around in the snow for that purpose.、The center of his interest was in catching it.。Investigate the ecology of prey、to catch in a way that exceeds one's ability。That is T's wish.、It was ideal。When the other boys got tired of hunting rabbits and stopped going to the mountains.、At last the fox became his object.。

The fox is、The vigilance and scrupulousness befitting his opponent.、and had intelligence and power。Immediately he marveled at the fox's abilities.、I began to feel a kind of admiration.。I want to capture this beautiful and excellent prey with my own strength.、On the other hand, please overcome the trap you have set for yourself.、I want you to survive。I started to have such contradictory feelings towards the fox.。
"What should I do if I get caught in a trap?。”This time he too、I couldn't help but think seriously about what would happen after I captured it.。What he's aiming for now is、Considering the size of footprints、I expected it to be some big deal.。Probably about a medium sized dog.。It was hanging from the long press in my grandfather's room.、He thought of a large fox scarf that was almost as tall as he was.。-It might be bigger than that-when it got caught in the trap、T imagined desperate resistance.。"The most dangerous and difficult thing to do is to let them escape.。” he kept repeating in his head.、I tried simulating how to successfully escape.、I couldn't think of a good way。bitten by sharp fangs、There is a greater chance that you will be seriously injured.。-I have no choice but to kill him quickly.、how?
Close the prey's escape route、It's more than just pushing you into a bad footing.、My foothold is barely wide enough、It's slanted and frozen。If your foot slips, you will fall into the deep abyss beneath your feet.。Even if I beat you to death with a club、Directly overhead, thin branches intertwine like a net.。- There's no space to raise a club - He slowly plays the scene in the back of his mind.、I kept repeating it as if verifying it with a detailed video.。

That's all about Boy T's story.。In my dreams, T still sometimes chases his prey.、It seems like he has no desire to catch me anymore.。However, the tension of cornering them and、The true coolness of animals escaping that、I have a feeling that I never want to wake up from a dream - that's what T always says when he wakes up from a dream.。

　
　

The wonderful words "new daily life"、Being labeled with the outrageous epithet “With Corona”、Moreover, as expected, it was taken over by politicians.。It's really a waste。But in that case、What was your “everyday life” and “normal daily life” like?。I felt like it wouldn't be a bad idea to take another look at my feet.。

This is why、First, I decided to make a simple sketch of my current face.。First of all, appearance。For now, let's assume the age is less than 100 years old.。As of today (2021.2.5)、Height: 169cm、Weight 68.1kg、Body fat percentage 18.5% (slightly obese) and back pain for 8 years.。Avoid carrying heavy luggage as much as possible。bald on top of head、eyes are nearsighted、My ears are also quite far away.。Compared to friends of the same age, 10 years seems older.。What kind of silhouette do you imagine? A bent old man with a cane?

face? More than a true face、I have to draw the face first.。-The head is relatively small (probably the brain too)、Because I have a lot of hair that I don't take care of (there aren't that many)、When I look at my own shadow, it looks huge, like mohair.。My eyes are as thin as the size of a thread and a piece of wool (when I was in junior high school)、(It was often mistaken for falling asleep)、Thin eyebrows and drooping corners of the eyes。The nose is neither high nor low。Neither aquiline nor pointed nose、Basically an average nose。Don't talk。I can't open it particularly wide.、Because I'm not an idiot、Is this also normal?。However、What I noticed when I looked at my mother's photo、The shape of wrinkles that form under the closed corners of the mouth。I'm sure it wasn't there when I was a child.、Appears when you get older、this must be genetic。In terms of the whole face、The Earth's gravity is stronger as you go from the center line to the edges.。My jaw isn't particularly square, though.、He's not as thin as the handsome guy he is now.。But ok、I guess he's a very easy-going person.。I don't have any beard other than stubble.。My teeth are healthy、I have a dentist's approval for having missing teeth.。

Hobbies: I do write haiku.、I'm not so hooked on it yet that I can say it's a hobby.。I feel like I have to get a little deeper into it before I can call it a hobby.。But it's been going on for 10 years。My ambitious works often receive almost 0 points at haiku gatherings.。It's the type of phrase that makes you feel empty.。I have no connection to sports these days.、When I was young, I loved moving my body, so I'm still interested in it.。athletics、baseball、Sumo、swimming、mountain climbing、including skiing、I still want to do everything。Oh dear、Let's just say I love watching and doing it.。In one word, I love studying.、“The type who doesn’t seek results” (I was able to put it in a good way)。Speaking of words that I don't like, like effort and perseverance.、You should be able to imagine the level of achievement in studies and sports.。

write this far、Now that you can sketch your real face,、3 points out of 100 for “my view of sketching”、Wonder。I just published the primary data.。