Month: November 2018

to announce

From Norihisa Saito solo exhibition

I saw Norihisa Saito's solo exhibition at Kawagoe Gallery Unicon.。It was a very good solo exhibition.。I don't know if the work is good or not.、At least the author and the work match.、His personality is clearly reflected in his work.、In the sense that these are my values、I thought it was a good solo exhibition.。

in exchange for that、The work I presented in Ginza, Tokyo was just a shallow idea.、Sloppy、looks flimsy。And、It was definitely an idea、shallow bottom、In a sloppy way、I am the one who is shallow.。In that sense, I agree with my words and deeds.、Nothing can be done if the words and deeds of the wrong person match.。

I recently、I'm starting to lose the meaning of announcing。Probably from now on、Even if your hands no longer work (even if it becomes a computer)、no matter what others think of it、I will continue to draw pictures。More fun than drawing、Because I don't think it's meant to be in this world。But、Why are you announcing it?、The answer to this question has become less clear.。I no longer think about wanting to be appreciated by others.。More than that、I don't intend to show it to anyone、I feel a strong desire to return to the origin of my mindless drawings.。

I can't just do a trial drawing for the rest of my life.

watercolor effect 4

Trying out watercolor brushes one by one。100 watercolor brushes、Apparently there are about 180 dry types such as chalk.。On top of that, it seems that about 200 more can be used if requested.。From top to bottom、The effect is mostly due to each brush being applied separately.。amazing、amazing。

But、If you keep doing it one day at a time like this、It would take more than a year just to try.、I realized it on the third day。You have to say, ``This and this are a set'' or ``I'll cover most of my needs with just these three items.''、The number of permutations becomes astronomical.、No matter how many times I am reborn, I will never finish even the trial drawing.。I'm glad I noticed it early。

My cold has spread to my family、everyone is sick。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、I didn't create the virus。Someone gave it to me、There is someone who moved there.。The story suddenly jumps、That's why、Apparently I can't take a bath for now.、For the past two days, the bathroom has become my exclusive space.。Usually the last one、"Please wash your bath"、今は最初（で最後だから、結局はお風呂を洗うのだが）。“That’s it!、プールの匂いだ」なんて塩素の匂いを嗅いだりしている。

embarrassingly

watercolor effect

I received an email from a classmate from college.。I'm going to see the exhibition.、That's called。For some reason I suddenly feel flustered.。“That’s dangerous.、I have to come up with a more decent picture.”。But、One of the exhibitions starts the day after tomorrow.、I've already put it up for sale、The other one starts next Monday.。No matter how busy I am, it's already too late。

If you think about it、I've been drawing since I was a student.、I almost never showed it to my friends。never hide、It wasn't like I was drawing in secret, though.、I think it just wasn't talked about.。graduation、find work、And many of my classmates have a certain status and status.、I started to retire after creating assets that I could leave behind.、I still don't have a job (I can't)、no position、What do these idiots whose assets are less than those in their first year of employment do?、40To what extent are there pictures that I have continued to draw with one memory in my mind for over a year?、Maybe he cares about me.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

surely、Not getting a job、I didn't even go to art school.、Just because I love you、40I find it strange that I have been able to live for over 20 years.。I also like things that are probably useless.、It's not bad to have some people in the world、This is probably because society has accepted it.。Because I didn't really try.、I can only think that it is even more so.。Then、Maybe you don't have to worry about it now、think in a way that is convenient for you。これが40年の成果です、と胸を張っては言えないが、人の物を盗んで見せるわけではないから、「これだよ」と聞こえないような小さな声で言おうと思う。