Month: November 2018

to announce

From Norihisa Saito solo exhibition

I saw Norihisa Saito's solo exhibition at Kawagoe Gallery Unicon.。It was a very good solo exhibition.。I don't know if the work is good or not.、At least the author and the work match.、His personality is clearly reflected in his work.、In the sense that these are my values、I thought it was a good solo exhibition.。

in exchange for that、The work I presented in Ginza, Tokyo was just a shallow idea.、Sloppy、looks flimsy。And、It was definitely an idea、shallow bottom、In a sloppy way、I am the one who is shallow.。In that sense, I agree with my words and deeds.、Nothing can be done if the words and deeds of the wrong person match.。

I recently、I'm starting to lose the meaning of announcing。Probably from now on、Even if your hands no longer work (even if it becomes a computer)、no matter what others think of it、I will continue to draw pictures。More fun than drawing、Because I don't think it's meant to be in this world。But、Why are you announcing it?、The answer to this question has become less clear.。I no longer think about wanting to be appreciated by others.。More than that、I don't intend to show it to anyone、I feel a strong desire to return to the origin of my mindless drawings.。

I can't just do a trial drawing for the rest of my life.

watercolor effect 4

Trying out watercolor brushes one by one。100 watercolor brushes、Apparently there are about 180 dry types such as chalk.。On top of that, it seems that about 200 more can be used if requested.。From top to bottom、The effect is mostly due to each brush being applied separately.。amazing、amazing。

But、If you keep doing it one day at a time like this、It would take more than a year just to try.、I realized it on the third day。You have to say, ``This and this are a set'' or ``I'll cover most of my needs with just these three items.''、The number of permutations becomes astronomical.、No matter how many times I am reborn, I will never finish even the trial drawing.。I'm glad I noticed it early。

My cold has spread to my family、everyone is sick。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、I didn't create the virus。Someone gave it to me、There is someone who moved there.。The story suddenly jumps、That's why、Apparently I can't take a bath for now.、For the past two days, the bathroom has become my exclusive space.。Usually the last one、"Please wash your bath"、今は最初（で最後だから、結局はお風呂を洗うのだが）。“That’s it!、プールの匂いだ」なんて塩素の匂いを嗅いだりしている。

恥ずかしながら

watercolor effect

大学時代の同級生からメールが来た。展覧会を見に来るつもりだ、That's called。なぜだか急にうろたえる。「ヤバい、もうちょっとまともな絵を出さなくっちゃ」。But、展覧会の一つは明後日からで、もう出品しちゃったし、もう一つだって来週月曜日から始まる。いくらジタバタしてももう遅い。

If you think about it、学生時代から私は絵を描いていたのだが、ほとんど友人たちに見せることはなかった。決して隠したり、隠れて描いたりしていたわけではないが、話題にならなかっただけなのだと思う。卒業、就職、そして多くの同級生たちがそれなりに地位や、あとに残せる資産などを作って退職するようになって、いまだに就職もせず（できず）、地位もなく、資産にいたっては就職1年生にも及ばないというオロカモノはどうしているのか、40年以上もバカの一つ覚えに描き続けている絵というのがどの程度のものなのか、気にかけてくれているのかも知れない、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

surely、就職もせず、美大に行ったわけでもなく、ただ単に好きだというそれだけで、40年以上生きてこられたことは自分でも不思議な気もする。多分役に立たないモノ好きも、何人かは世の中にいても悪くはない、と社会が受け入れてくれたからだろう。特に努力もしなかったから、なおさらそうだとしか思えない。Then、今さらジタバタしなくてもいいかも、とすぐ自分に都合のいいように考える。これが40年の成果です、と胸を張っては言えないが、人の物を盗んで見せるわけではないから、「これだよ」と聞こえないような小さな声で言おうと思う。