13friday of the day

"Umino Sora" (study) 2001

Today is Friday the 13th。It seems to be an unlucky day in Christian countries.、In Jewish Israel, it probably doesn't matter.。My heart hurts about the battle between Israel and Hamas (which wouldn't be a "battle" given the difference in equipment, etc.)。My pretty bad back pain、Thanks to the painkillers, I am gradually able to walk again.。I feel a little more relaxed、I'm looking into this fight。

in japan、Generally speaking, news reports are mostly about ``Hamas launching a unilateral attack,'' ``many casualties among Israeli civilians,'' and ``Israel has the right to retaliate.''。It is reported that the US will also provide weapons support.。Although there are reports from the perspective of Gaza.、It's a minor way of handling。

It is certain that the person who hit him was at fault.。But、why did you hit me、It is illogical not to ask why。There is always a cause/reason for the result。
It's called Gaza、Israel made it unilaterally (this report is full of “unilateral”)、The so-called "prison without a ceiling"、It is clear to everyone that there is a fundamental problem with what the world (including Japan) has accepted.。The child born there、It's like being sentenced to life imprisonment from the moment you're born.。Without being able to take a single step beyond the wall that Israel built without permission.、I have no choice but to end my life there.。
Too unreasonable、It also looks like。the situation、The international community has continued to turn a blind eye.。America acts as if it is the world's custodian of human rights.、It must be said that tolerating this is a double standard.。America condemns China's human rights violations、Turning a blind eye to America's own human rights issues。
That's probably where most of the reasons for hitting him come from.。In reality, the people of Gaza did not attack.、This is due to Hamas absorbing the dissatisfaction.、I think it's as reported that people's pent-up anger is turning into support for Hamas.。If I were born in Gaza、If you imagine that, it seems like there is a "right to hit" before the "right to retaliate".。

The causes of war are complex。It doesn't start with just one reason.。World War I was also described as the “Sarajevo shot”.、It's just a match。This was because a situation had already been established in which a fire could be lit as soon as a match was struck.、Why did that situation arise?、We have to chase many “whys”、“Second shot、3It is not possible to prevent the occurrence of。
While saying that "people's lives are important"、why pull the trigger of a gun、Or do I have no choice but to withdraw?。Honest thoughts and Tatemae。Before the power game、That human life has no meaning、It is clearly shown。 

3From individual pomegranates

"Three pomegranates" watercolor

3individual pomegranates。Rather than being connected to a single branch、Just put different things on top of each other。Natural things are rarely arranged like this.。

If you look closely, there are some strange things。I placed it on a reddish-brown table.、All the reflections are that color.。That color is omitted in the sketch.、Green leaves have to be green to some extent.、remains reddish brown。If you draw it the way you see it, it will look like this、This needs correction。

I have severe back pain、I can barely draw。I can't maintain my drawing posture for long.。I filmed the production for YouTube.、Taking pictures has also become a hassle.、I tend to rush。Forgetting to turn off the lights while preparing、Forgot to press the record button、Sometimes I move the camera without realizing it and it becomes out of focus.、Problems keep coming。It's because I'm in a hurry、This is because I feel like I want to finish early and take a break.。That feeling is probably reflected in the touch of the painting.。

I see something like this when I look at other people's pictures.。In a sense, a painting is like an X-ray photograph.。Things that are normally invisible can often be seen in pictures.。Feeling like you're in a hurry is especially easy to understand.、When I was younger, I also said, ``There's no need to be in such a hurry.''。I was often told, ``You should draw more slowly.''。I think something like impatience emanated from the painting.。
The more things you want to hide, the more they appear.。Because things that you are not conscious of will be exposed.、The picture is a little scary。On the other hand, how about this?、Places that you would like to highlight, etc.、completely ignored。Or pinch your nose。nice picture、elegant picture、A deep picture、good-looking person、elegant person、It's interesting that I don't really connect with people who seem thoughtful.。

Priority -1

"Pomegranate and glasses" watercolor F4

Many people who need to prioritize are young and busy.。Are you planning to retire from active duty?、People who have free time don't need to prioritize.。Just do what you want to do in the order that you think of it.、I think that is a “privilege”。Time makes people feel happy、It is a platform that adds subtle flavor to each person's life.。Of course, this also applies to busy people.、For architecture, foundations and walls、equipment and、room interior、difference in furniture、In terms of cars, there is a difference between basic performance and the obsession of a maniac.、I feel like there is a difference between busy people and lazy people.。Free people are also important.、It means that。

What is priority?、Because it means "order of importance at that point"、Once “that point” has passed、It is normal for priorities to change suddenly.。The most pressing deadlines tend to increase in importance.。If the ranking is not high even though it is urgent、it will be removed from the list immediately。There's no need to rush (or there shouldn't be)、Because it's not necessary。

freelancing、For example, some people may think that artists are outside of that world.。But、Even if a musician plays alone without permission, he cannot make a living doing so.。gather an audience、I need to be able to earn some kind of money、You will be quickly excluded。
Artists also have priorities.。Even if it looks like you have free time, you don't have that much free time.。They are no different from "busy people" in that they have many small deadlines piled up.。However、No matter how many deadlines you clear, it's never a break.、明日もまた自らデッドラインを引いていくのが自虐的といえば自虐的なのが違いかな(笑)