Look at it

“Hand Study 2” Watercolor I wish the hands were a little more beautiful

"Look at me" in "Look at me"。Please take a look、does not mean、Just in case。But ok、I can imagine that the original meaning is the same.。The point is, it's just "appearance", isn't it?。

What catches your eye、there's something new。Even if it's not new in itself、Is the performance new?、It feels fresh after a long time、There's something。that、Rather than being discovered by the viewer、“Hora、Isn't it new? ” as if、I think the true nature of "Please look at me" is that it's a bit intrusive.。

Information on the internet、In other words, I believe that 99.9% of business information is "look at me".。The information is、Not everything is on the internet、Before you know it, you have the illusion that information is on the internet.、Conversely, it seems that things that are not on the smartphone are not even recognized as information.。that's why、I don't know the details, but、when searching for something、Most people must first search the internet on their smartphones.。If the、The distributing side (mostly for business purposes)、First of all, it has to stand out on that small screen.。If the “look at me” is bad, you lose at that point.。

Don't just look at me、What information is really meaningful to someone?、Both the sender and receiver、It takes time, knowledge, and other efforts to examine it carefully.。In other words、In other words、That's why、In the end, the only way to find the information you really want is to use your five senses.。In the past, information that was available naturally、Ironically, in this whirlpool of information、Sometimes I realize that I can't get it unless I try hard.、feel it。and that is、With the advent of generative AI, it will no doubt become increasingly difficult.。people are、In many ways, I am already a servant to the computer.。There is only a future where generative AI makes it absolute.、I can't imagine it at the moment。

Can't the world find anything other than "money"?

2023.11.07 At Nihonbashi, Tokyo

It rained quite a bit this morning。I'm planning to visit three exhibitions today.、And today is the only day I can go.。10I left the house because the forecast predicted that it would rise by then.、There were still patches of rain falling.。I was waiting for the train on the station platform、It came down again making a noise。

It was hot in Tokyo during the day.。Even while walking between Ueno Station on the Hibiya Line and the Tokyo Metropolitan Art Museum.、I was sweating a lot。Maybe that's why、The distance to the Tokyo Metropolitan Art Museum felt much longer than before.。Maybe my legs are weak?。3Maybe it was because I was in a hurry to go from place to place.、I also noticed that it was somehow difficult to breathe.。From the compatible functions of an implanted cardiac pacemaker、Maybe I was walking too fast。

When I go to Tokyo sometimes、I feel that Tokyo is changing at a dizzying pace.。Even though it's Tokyo, things probably won't change that quickly in the suburbs.、In areas where land prices are high、In order to make the site more profitable、The landowner maximizes blood flow to the brain.、They must be searching for the best financially possible borrower.。In humans, it might save blood pressure from rising too high in the brain.、These days, individuals are willing to take such risks to do manual work.、There is no such thing as a corporation.。Because AI doesn't have blood in it to begin with.、In a few seconds, “common sense of management at that time”” It will come up with the “optimal solution” as、I thought、They should be looking for answers from AI.。

But、What is “common sense”?、It's not something you can rely on。Human "common sense" differs from person to person.、What AI is good at is ``instantly pulling out answers derived from ``probability''''.、in the sense of optimally matching each case.、Not at all。
in short、(At this stage) Humans abandon judgment、The part you threw away、The AI ​​makes a “tentative” judgment and shows it.、lender、If both the borrower and the borrower are not confident in their decision-making、100%We have no choice but to leave it to AI、That's what it means。Of course, as you know, a person's "self-confidence" is also in danger.。In modern times、Things are progressing on such a tightrope.、If you make a mistake、This building under construction、There can be any number of things that can be discarded.。Such an example is、I'm sure you've seen it a lot in the last few years.、For some reason, when gold flickers in front of my eyes, I become blind.、It seems like I have inherited some pathetic DNA.。

bright pride

「Apple-丘の眺め」テンペラ  2004年

ポジティブ思考(嗜好かも)が多くの人の深いところに沈潜してことあるごとに顔を出しては人を痛めつけることがあるわたし自身の中にもすっかり入り込んでいて何か落ち込むようなことがあると、unintentionally、「元気出さなきゃ」なんて無理してしまう

いつもいつも明るく朗らかで何にでも前向き落ち込むこともなく周りまで明るくする人そんな太陽みたいな人がかつてのテレビや漫画の主人公だったけれどさすがに現代ではそんな間抜けた人間は主人公にはなれなくなった

子どもは大きな夢を持たなくちゃダメだ若い人は高い理想を持って世界に羽ばたかなくちゃいけないショボショボしてちっぽけな自己満足などしているようじゃ(男の)クズだなんて堂々と人前で言う恐ろしい時代があったけれどそういう時代はもう過去のものになったんだろうかそんなの余計なお世話だよって言える時代になっているんだろうか。That's not true。だってわたし自身がそう思っていた時があったし今も心のどこかにそんな気持ちが残っているのが分かる

childhood、テレビを見るたびに「どうしてアメリカ(の白)人たちはあんなに明るいんだろう」と不思議だったわたしの周りには誰もそんな人は居なかったがテレビの中では大人も子供も皆活力に満ち自由そうでそしてやたらに誰にでもキスをしていたのだった(そういえば黒人たちのキスシーンは見た記憶がない)
 あの電灯のような明るさと民主主義はどこかで繋がっているそんな気がしていたがそうではなかったあのポジティブな明るさは高慢さそのものでもあったのだウクライナ戦争とイスラエル戦争のアメリカの立ち位置がそれを示している
 負けないように強くなればいいのよケチケチしてないで金持ちになればいいのよ金持ちになれないのは努力が足りないからよそう言って影と日なたを二分してきた人々の国あの明るさに憧れてきたんだなあと今さらに思うよ