Sliding、safe? It wasn't that level

Finally one、I was able to upload it at the end of the year。at last、Now we'll start doing our year-end business。

To make YouTube videos、I thought I'd put a lot of effort into it since August last year.、I gradually realized that I am not a bit gross。For those who know、That's probably going to come straight away, though、I'm dull、I have a strange self-esteem、I guess they have developed a habit of turning their eyes away from these facts.。It seems that in an irregular way, "scatters from my eyes" are beginning to melt (it hurts for a while, though).。

I'll do more properly next year、I'm thinking at this point (I won't know if it'll be tomorrow)。For now、The things I've accumulated (though I think it's all unimportant to others).、I have to clean up by tomorrow...。This is why、Goodbye today。

80What do billion people aim for?

This time a little、I've squealed。Actually, this blog is today、28I write it on a day。Last night I was writing a blog at just before 12:00、"already、can't be in time! So I uploaded it halfway through.、In other words, "securing a date"、I used the "secret trick" to keep it "private" right away 。m(__)m

Writing late at night is、It's often said、For those who write things more and more darkly、It's leaning towards a serious one。Last night too、As I wrote about all sorts of things, I felt depressed.、I can no longer continue。

What will the world be like?、What should I do myself?、What、Thinking about it after waking up、I was trying to write something that was pointless to write, right?。In short, my head was tired。Looking at sleep data、The rating is "bad"。Sleep time of 3 hours 12 minutes、There's a certain。Deep sleep total of 34 minutes、Apparently。of course、From 1:30am to 7:30am、I lie down for about 6 hours。But、I fall asleep at 3:54am。Even if I go to the floor、You haven't fallen asleep。surely、I was aware that I was always asleep at dawn, but、I was able to check the data too、I guess that's what。The medicine I hadn't drunk for a while、Maybe it's needed again。

80What do people of the millions (currently the total world population) think?、What are you doing、What are you aiming for?、What a philosopher's thoughts、I can't even deal with myself.、First, my legs、I have to look at my toes too。And、How to achieve what you want to do now、That's right、surely。

art goes away

[Secret Christmas present to myself。smart watch strap。2999 yen per piece。very satisfied]

today、I went to buy a sketchbook for the first time in about a month.。What I'm going to buy is a small sketchbook.、10I always order several large sketchbooks such as issues from an art supply store.。Lately, I haven't painted many large paintings in oil or tempera.、Less consumption of oil paint brushes、exclusively watercolor、Paper consumption has increased。

In Japan, high prices of everything are becoming a problem.、paper first、The rise in prices of art supplies is also staggering.。Art-related raw materials are often rare items.、The price is also high though、and rent、personnel costs、delivery fee、Administrative costs such as warehouse and quality control、Advertising expenses、taxes and、It feels like it's piled up to such an extent.。Don't get carried away by busyness、Enjoy the time of your life and enjoy art、The price is so high that I am afraid to even mention it.。There is nothing we can do about art being further and further removed from people.。

want、There were several types of sketchbooks and papers that I wanted to use.、In the end, after thinking about it for a long time, I could only buy one book.。It's not like I don't know how much sketchbooks cost these days.、That's right。The end of the year is full of production、It seems like something that can only be done in a dream。New Year's supplies and alcohol were everywhere.、For some reason, this seemed to be becoming more and more distant from the image of "wealth."。