take nature、take the city。Do everything yourself、It might be a little easier to understand if you say it's solved by money.。I'm sure there are many people who are unable to make a choice in the first place.。
If I'm alive、Whether consciously or unconsciously、You will continue to choose one out of many options (including the option not to choose) every day.。While sometimes making contradictory choices,、Moreover, as I keep forgetting this, I am forced to make the next choice.。now、I think the ultimate options are narrowed down to these two.。
Going to a small farming and fishing village、First of all, I feel that the air and water are clean.。I think my eyesight has gotten a little better、Vision feels clear and vivid。After a while、How do the people living here live?、I feel somewhat strange。look at the weather in the morning、Are you going to the mountain today?、Decide whether to go to the river (sea)。rest some days。There's no need to say no to anyone。When it comes to what people do in the mountains, there is no real work to be done (the people who work hard in the mountains are office workers at civil engineering companies).。People in rivers and the sea pick up kelp (if they pick it up, the associated work continues)、If there is fishing, go fishing、If not, take care of your fishing gear.。Half of the catches are unreliable and have a large element of luck.。So how do you live every day?、Doesn't it seem strange to people in the city?。At least it seems strange to me。
I want to live in a cold village、I want to live in the city、Eat what you eat every day、you have to wear what you wear。If you get sick or injured, you have to see a doctor.、I also need medicine。A car is essential for people with weak legs.、Gasoline in the countryside is generally more expensive than in the city.。in a sense、Living in the countryside is expensive。There are very few salaried jobs that guarantee cash income.。At most, day laborers on site can perform calculations.。When you get old, even that is impossible.。So how do you live?。
I want to ask my children, but I don't have any children.。This is because most schools are closed.。Families with small children、It's like being forced to move to the city.。For the village government, it seems like a contradiction.、It's a dilemma。If children are left in the community, there will be a budget deficit.、If you try to force children from a wide area to attend one place,、In fact, there are situations where moving to a city gives you more options.。
Jobs such as being a painter、It might be like living in the city and living in the country.。how to live。I guess I'm a "rural person" who doesn't really understand the know-how of living in the countryside.。Recently, I feel stronger every time I go to the countryside.、I'm starting to feel that way。"rootless grass"。I also remember being told that。
Plum swamp forest road entrance。Loose forest road from here about 8km。There is road in the dead-end。
8The night of May 27、Was turned on the TV happens to hotel room。Since there was no interested likely program、As soon as possible only chose a relatively quiet likely ones to sleep。"Style of professional work" (NHK)。
"There is a female-specific disease."。That there is a need to be addressed in light of the "gender"、There is but natural as, but so far the field of medical care has not been able to respond to decent、Keiko Mr. woman doctor Amano of static wind Zhuang hospital that you try to develop it was the story of the "professional"。
So taken up was of female-specific diseases "muscle fatigue syndrome"。Initially I had seen leisurely、I devoted a disease details of starts is told little by little。"Is not this have been a identity of the mother of the disease."。Still unexplained、Therefore, the treatment method is also not yet been established。From children to old age、Sudden onset、Bedridden in happens when severe、There can be fatal。Wherever you go in the hospital "Where does not find a place even worse," "too much to worry about."。
My mother suddenly becomes lethargic from around 60 generations、tired、Immediately becomes the horizontal is to say that tired、Standing're said and painful。Trouble to unexplained headaches on a daily basis、It became many hospital returnable for strange fatigue and headache。But the diagnosis of that there is no bad place in any hospital。Family including me gradually, "where not aware of the person、I began to think that the difference is not "something spiritual lethargy is happening。And one of the causes of its lethargy is、Is her eldest son that it would be also involved in my way of life、I was suspicious secretly。
My mother passed away this year on May 30 midnight。The end this year's Obon put a variety of thought、The night before I went back to my current home、Meguriawase seemingly a wonder of this program, which was seen by chance。What if we're If likely "muscle fatigue syndrome" was how tormented mother、And the agony that even over 30 years、We are what ignorance、I could not help but think whether it was indifferent。
