I can't repeat the same thing

Yesterday 18:00 up

cannot repeat the same thing。It's not that I'm bored or anything.、cannot be simply repeated。2I'll manage until the next time though、3By the time I see it again, I'm no longer confident。

I can't do the same thing、“Similar things” can be repeated (?) somehow。For example, washing dishes。When washing dishes, we use slightly different dishes every day, so it's a similar thing, but it's not the same thing (although it seems like a farce)、In my opinion, I make a serious distinction), so I can continue.。But、For example, 20 identical plates、30It's a little difficult to wash。I'm afraid I'll drop it somewhere and break it.、I get nervous。I don't seem to be good at "getting used to it"。

Needless to say、In reality, it's the same thing、There is no such thing as "the same thing"。It's just a matter of feeling。(So?) I thought it was a problem with my (perceptions).、Apparently more or less、It seems that all humans are made like this (I feel relieved)。
Considering human history、Searching for food for the day every day、To protect yourself and your family from the harsh natural environment and enemies、I'm sure that I would never (couldn't) repeat the "same thing" even for a moment.。In that sense, it is the power of civilization that has made it possible to ``repeat'' the ``same thing''.、It's very recent。What if "simple repetition" was built into human (brain) function?、In fact, humans may not have survived this long.。

Modern times require "getting used to things" (to things and society)。“Getting used to it” is not only for the person himself/herself.、In fact, it is less of a burden on society.、This is because it is recognized as。I sometimes felt like I was not good at “getting used to it”.、Probably due to that。
Modern people collectively call video production etc. creative.、Although paradoxically there is、A yearning for the ``unaccustomed'' that is humanity's ``home''、I feel like I'm working unconsciously。

When I bought an iPad

Gaban-Draw Black Pepper

I uploaded a CG sketch from over a year ago to YouTube.。When I bought an iPad、It's okay to buy it, but it's true、I didn't really understand what it would do and how it would work.、I'm using it instead of a sketchbook for now.、One of the 10 videos I made to get used to it.。

As expected, I don't think about the volume of the music at all.、This was back when I had no idea about narration (though I did have a built-in microphone).、All I can feel is “I tried to make a video”。4I only have minutes、I remember that it took about 8 to 9 hours to create the sketch over 3 days.。It may have taken that much time for editing that I was unfamiliar with.。

Still、Even if I look at it now, it's embarrassing、It feels somehow innocent (probably just for me)。I remember the time when I was completely absorbed (still am)。just technical stuff、I didn't have the luxury of neglecting anything else.、Maybe it's because I've gotten used to watching other people's YouTube videos lately.、I feel like I've become able to somehow feel the creator's feelings and mood.。A veteran viewer、I guess he's looking at me more harshly.、I also imagine。

Shogi player Sota Fujii。He says he has never felt angry towards anyone (not just opponents).。Don't keep your anger to yourself、It seems that this is aimed at people who are not well-educated and wonder, ``Why didn't I come up with this idea?''。That's great、A human being is formed at such a young age.。24He spends all his time playing shogi.。Super belatedly、I also want to learn a little bit.。

I'm planning to make a video about the production of tempera paintings.

Production of tempera painting (at the end of the second day)


a small picture、100Same idea as issue、Try drawing with the same title。

It is not good compositionally or technically to reduce a large painting as it is.。For small size pictures、We need to make the most of the benefits that only our size has.。For the time being、I started like this。As we move forward、I think I'll try making some changes。

I'm filming a video while drawing.。that's why、Not only is it slow to progress;、Half the time I feel like someone else is writing it.。For now anyway、Going well。I forgot to turn off the fluorescent lights when taking photos.、Hebo style as usual。