*There is no relation to any real person.。It's a fictional story。
Drawing at this age、People say, ``I'm happy to have a good hobby,'' and people say, ``Isn't this a waste of money?'' Although not directly.、There are people who feel that way.。surely。I sometimes think like that somewhere in my heart too.。
I'm also old enough、I don't even know if I'll be able to draw for the next ten years.、It's clear that it doesn't matter just because I drew it.。Even the children don't say it out loud.、It would be a better use of money if I could buy my wife some delicious food for my paint money.、It seems like he thinks about it。I guess the old man is starting to get bored and all he can think about is drinking drinks and painting.、I learned a long time ago what children think.。But、I don't dare to fight。I'm lonely。
At this age、I also wanted to learn a little about painting.。When I thought about it、I've only been looking at and drawing pictures based on my senses and likes and dislikes.、A picture that you don't understand will never be understood.、I avoid pictures I don't like just because I don't like them.。But that's it、Do you feel like the experience you've had so far is a waste?、I started to feel like it would never be completed.。at least、I think there are some pictures that you shouldn't just say you like or dislike.。Although it is vague、A certain grade or rather、Something ruthless like a high jump bar。you want to see that。
the world is wide。Some people have children after 90 with the intention of making their children artists.、90Some people go on to enroll in art universities.。And graduated as president、To stay at the university and be in a position to teach...。If I say it's not normal, it's not normal.、Maybe that's what the "world of pictures" is all about.。I'm in that world too、I want to build my grave anywhere, anywhere.。
*This is a fictional story。has no relation to any real person。Don't get mad if you look like someone。
I like painting。When I was a child, I was flattered and told that I was good at it.、I remember drawing so hard because I was praised.。My school teacher put it in an exhibition outside the school and I received a lot of certificates.、As the school year progresses、For some reason, just by drawing, I started to feel white eyes from those around me.。I can now feel my parents happy just by opening my books and notebooks.、Before I knew it, I stopped drawing.。...and I forgot about the painting.。
After ten years、I suddenly thought。Relatives also told me, ``You're a selfish child.''、I felt like that, so I shrugged my shoulders.、Actually, far from being selfish、Maybe I've lived my life holding back on what I wanted to do.。I always notice things later than other people.。
The road to Gejutsu is steep and long (apparently)。If you look at that long journey, there probably isn't much difference between you and us.、When the teacher writes a brush on the seat next to me,、Suddenly I can see something clearly。I guess I've already been brainwashed by the teacher's drawings.。Do veterans know that?、"gentlemen、Isn't this a bit good? ” in a defiant manner.。Are you really satisfied?、Are you putting up a barrier saying "no need to intervene"?、Depth that cannot be seen by newcomers。
I can't act like this。For some reason, I apologize as soon as I see the teacher's face.。"Sorry。I just can’t draw the way I want.”。If you can draw the way you want, you won't have to go to class.、My mouth says the exact opposite of what's in my head。I can't control my own words。I would be happy if my hands could draw pictures on their own instead of my mouth.、It seems that my hands touch brushes (and knives, vacuum cleaners, and washing machines).、Apparently he's genetically weak.。it's not my fault。
