Painting classroom of people -3

「Floating man」(part) 2015
「Floating man」(part) 2015

*There is no relation to any real person.。It's a fictional story。

Drawing at this age、People say, ``I'm happy to have a good hobby,'' and people say, ``Isn't this a waste of money?'' Although not directly.、There are people who feel that way.。surely。I sometimes think like that somewhere in my heart too.。

I'm also old enough、I don't even know if I'll be able to draw for the next ten years.、It's clear that it doesn't matter just because I drew it.。Even the children don't say it out loud.、It would be a better use of money if I could buy my wife some delicious food for my paint money.、It seems like he thinks about it。I guess the old man is starting to get bored and all he can think about is drinking drinks and painting.、I learned a long time ago what children think.。But、I don't dare to fight。I'm lonely。

At this age、I also wanted to learn a little about painting.。When I thought about it、I've only been looking at and drawing pictures based on my senses and likes and dislikes.、A picture that you don't understand will never be understood.、I avoid pictures I don't like just because I don't like them.。But that's it、Do you feel like the experience you've had so far is a waste?、I started to feel like it would never be completed.。at least、I think there are some pictures that you shouldn't just say you like or dislike.。Although it is vague、A certain grade or rather、Something ruthless like a high jump bar。you want to see that。

the world is wide。Some people have children after 90 with the intention of making their children artists.、90Some people go on to enroll in art universities.。And graduated as president、To stay at the university and be in a position to teach...。If I say it's not normal, it's not normal.、Maybe that's what the "world of pictures" is all about.。I'm in that world too、I want to build my grave anywhere, anywhere.。

Somewhere in my heart I think like that.。

 

 

絵画教室の人々−1

ウィリアム・ブレイク 憐れみ 水彩
ウィリアム・ブレイク 憐れみ 水彩

*This is a fictional story。has no relation to any real person。Don't get mad if you look like someone。

I like painting。When I was a child, I was flattered and told that I was good at it.、I remember drawing so hard because I was praised.。My school teacher put it in an exhibition outside the school and I received a lot of certificates.、As the school year progresses、For some reason, just by drawing, I started to feel white eyes from those around me.。I can now feel my parents happy just by opening my books and notebooks.、Before I knew it, I stopped drawing.。...and I forgot about the painting.。

After ten years、I suddenly thought。Relatives also told me, ``You're a selfish child.''、I felt like that, so I shrugged my shoulders.、Actually, far from being selfish、Maybe I've lived my life holding back on what I wanted to do.。I always notice things later than other people.。

The road to Gejutsu is steep and long (apparently)。If you look at that long journey, there probably isn't much difference between you and us.、When the teacher writes a brush on the seat next to me,、Suddenly I can see something clearly。I guess I've already been brainwashed by the teacher's drawings.。Do veterans know that?、"gentlemen、Isn't this a bit good? ” in a defiant manner.。Are you really satisfied?、Are you putting up a barrier saying "no need to intervene"?、Depth that cannot be seen by newcomers。

I can't act like this。For some reason, I apologize as soon as I see the teacher's face.。"Sorry。I just can’t draw the way I want.”。If you can draw the way you want, you won't have to go to class.、My mouth says the exact opposite of what's in my head。I can't control my own words。I would be happy if my hands could draw pictures on their own instead of my mouth.、It seems that my hands touch brushes (and knives, vacuum cleaners, and washing machines).、Apparently he's genetically weak.。it's not my fault。

 

 

「ばか!」

飛ぶ男 P20 2013
飛ぶ男 P20 2013

There is one boy who cannot press the button properly.。

Even a child younger than that child could do it properly.、It's not because the boy was too young。

The boy pressed the wrong button for the first time.。I thought I was exactly copying the adult's gesture, but、After fully understanding the operation, I pressed the button.、The buttons and button holes were off by one.。

he quickly unbuttoned all the buttons、I redid it。But the buttons shifted again one by one.。he becomes stubborn、I called back many times, but、Each time, the button would malfunction.。

I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、In fact, we've gotten along quite well several times.。But、He can't accept that it happened by chance.、I wanted to know the secret to ensuring a perfect fit.。

it's for him、It was a very difficult problem。I wondered why the other kids always did it properly (or so it seemed to him).、I never asked the child directly, ``What are you going to do?''。

It's not enough to just show off and say, ``This is how you do it.''、he thought the secret would not be revealed。What I can do、It's different from what you can explain to people.、he instinctively knew。And、There's no way he'd tell me such a great secret so easily.、I was thinking ahead of time like an adult.。

Eventually、The boy tore off all the buttons, his fingers bleeding.、I threw it on the ground and stomped on it over and over again.。I knew it wasn't the button's fault.。

one girl was watching it。

The child was always able to button himself properly.、Why I can do it well、I've never thought about it。That's it、It was just a normal thing for her。

For girls、The boy seemed strangely absorbed in playing with buttons.。And when he finally stomps the button、I feel like I've been trampled on、I couldn't help but scream。

「ばか!」                                2013/8/1