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There is a big app called "Illustrator"。It already has a long history that can be called a long-established app store.。I'm just an illustrator、I've heard that learning is almost essential for (human) illustrators.。Actually, I bought it over 20 years ago.。It's too difficult to do anything、I left it alone for about ten years、For the past few years, I've only been contracted for one month a year.、A “precipice app” that was only used for creating DMs。

I started it again yesterday。I signed a one-year contract late last year.、It's already been 3 months in vain。It wasn't like I was always slacking off.、At the same time, I purchased more than a dozen new and old apps at once, so I couldn't handle it all.。I also bought a tablet called iPad Air 4.、I was determined to use the coronavirus as an opportunity to partially change myself.。Computer every morning、fiddling with the tablet、Playing around with an app you've never seen before、I finally tried Photoshop and Illustrator again for the “Cliff App”。

If you try it、It takes several times more than expected to remember one thing.、It takes dozens of times longer。For example, as an exercise for creating a logo in the photo above.、Almost all day from 8am。It was 11pm when I was able to do it.。If you can do it, it will take less than 10 minutes.。It's embarrassing though、Still seems pretty normal。Even if you watch the video repeatedly, you still can't figure it out、I grab my son at mealtime and listen to him.。He solves the problem smoothly by repeating the screen a few times.。It takes less than a few minutes。After 10 minutes of explanation 3 times, he leaves.。Even after listening to it 3 times, I still get "..."、Take that as a hint and stick with it for a few more hours.。Attach a photo in the give-up email and ask again。律儀にメールを返してくれるのが申し訳ない。なんでこんなことやろうと考えてしまったのかと反芻しているうちに、何となく出来ちゃった・・・。

「絵が描けなくても生きていけるけど、パソコン（スマホ）ができないと買い物も病院にも（ごく近い将来）行けなくなるよ」と息子は言う。無人コンビニが実際に増えつつある実情を考えると、そういった世界への過渡期なんだなとは思う。But、一様にずるずると流れるほど地球も平らではないぞ、I also think。

わたしが画像・映像アプリを買い、その一つ一つを試している理由は、必ずしもそうした現実（かどうか）に対応しようとしているだけではない。既存の油絵、水彩画その他の限界を感じているからでもある。難しいし、（機材代を考えると決して安いとも言えない）コストがあっても、パソコン描画アプリは優れた画材だ。しかも日々進化しつづけている。好きでも嫌いでもそれは自由だが、無視はもうできないよ。

Today was Ola's ○○th birthday.。Ten didn't cross my mind until yesterday.。When I was told, ``Tomorrow is my birthday,'' I said, ``I see.、That's right.''。I was just asked if I wanted to eat something delicious.、Nan couldn't think of anything either.。

for decades、I think I've eaten pictures that taste better than food.、I don't even think that I usually eat particularly bad food.、I said I don't need anything、On someone's birthday、If we buy something we want to eat、So I went to the supermarket in the evening.。I was surprised that there were more people than I expected.、I just let my guard down and bought a bottle of wine and a sausage.。After、One slightly unusual cup ramen。This is for tomorrow's lunch。

Today I will practice an app that I am not good at.。I was planning to do it only in the morning and start working on the canvas in the afternoon.、No way、It was difficult and difficult, but in the end it took all day.。If you watch the video, it will take less than a second.、I can't do it even if it takes more than an hour.、I'm here。Even if it happens to turn out well、The reason is that I'm selfish、Do it again dozens of times。Time to go well、It's like the difference when things go wrong.、It still doesn't click with me, does it?。

Well, take care of yourself.、I tried making something that looks like a birthday card by copying what I saw.。This is it。I didn't make it because it was my birthday, though.、I have to practice, so I decided to make it my assignment for today.。I'll practice tomorrow too.。

No one wants to see something disgusting (including myself)。I feel like that would (probably) be better for my mental health.。on the other hand、I feel like there are things that I don't want to see, but that I shouldn't turn away from.、How to be bullish by simply saying, “I don’t see anything I don’t like.”、The area around my butt is somehow too bright.。

What you don't have to see、Individual small habits and hobbies、I wonder if。If it's someone else's、It is better to remain silent or affirm when you see it.。Unnecessary meddling is unnecessary。Things you don't want to see but should see、That (probably) is a lot for everyone。for example、While thinking that I have to clean up、My room is getting even more messy。I don't want to see it anymore、I think so、Since I live there, I can't help but see it.。Feeling of disillusionment with myself、I'll do it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow、a faint will。ah、That's what it means to live、I'm suddenly overwhelmed by the feeling of daily life and become overwhelmed.。

I should love it、The same goes for painting.。Even though I wasn't asked to draw it.、the paint is dry、When dust covers it、For some reason, I feel guilty, thinking, “I have to draw.”。There is that too、I didn't have time to draw it because of this too.、It's kind of lonely to have to make excuses to myself.。“Why is this happening?”、But let's stop blaming ourselves。

There is an expression that means "to look towards the sun"。I was busy doing something、Something about that、It must have helped someone。Let's look there、It's a change of perspective.。I think it's a good word。Then I found it under the dust and said, ``Huh? Isn't there such a nice picture here?''、“What?、Isn’t that a picture of me?” he said with a smile.、``I don't think it would be a good idea to leave this place as it is,'' I added a little.。

That's a bummer though、It seems like an overwhelming number of people have this view of politicians.、I think it's the opposite。politicians、It's over if you look at yourself and what you've done in the "sunlight"。And、I don't think you think that's a bright and nice person.、I wonder if my brain is drying up、I think it would be better to be a little worried.。