I can't repeat the same thing

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cannot repeat the same thing。It's not that I'm bored or anything.、cannot be simply repeated。2I'll manage until the next time though、3By the time I see it again, I'm no longer confident。

I can't do the same thing、“Similar things” can be repeated (?) somehow。For example, washing dishes。When washing dishes, we use slightly different dishes every day, so it's a similar thing, but it's not the same thing (although it seems like a farce)、In my opinion, I make a serious distinction), so I can continue.。But、For example, 20 identical plates、30It's a little difficult to wash。I'm afraid I'll drop it somewhere and break it.、I get nervous。I don't seem to be good at "getting used to it"。

Needless to say、In reality, it's the same thing、There is no such thing as "the same thing"。It's just a matter of feeling。(So?) I thought it was a problem with my (perceptions).、Apparently more or less、It seems that all humans are made like this (I feel relieved)。
Considering human history、Searching for food for the day every day、To protect yourself and your family from the harsh natural environment and enemies、I'm sure that I would never (couldn't) repeat the "same thing" even for a moment.。In that sense, it is the power of civilization that has made it possible to ``repeat'' the ``same thing''.、It's very recent。What if "simple repetition" was built into human (brain) function?、In fact, humans may not have survived this long.。

Modern times require "getting used to things" (to things and society)。“Getting used to it” is not only for the person himself/herself.、In fact, it is less of a burden on society.、This is because it is recognized as。I sometimes felt like I was not good at “getting used to it”.、Probably due to that。
Modern people collectively call video production etc. creative.、Although paradoxically there is、A yearning for the ``unaccustomed'' that is humanity's ``home''、I feel like I'm working unconsciously。

tomorrow's joe

Maybe it's because I haven't been walking lately.、I can't seem to straighten my lower back、I have become completely bad at walking.。It's not that I can't walk, but、Like a wooden doll whose tags were about to come off and the top part from the waist was broken.、30He walks stiffly, looking like he's fallen forward.。That's how I went to a bookstore about 1.5 km from my home.。

Corner with popular books。Is it a reflection of an aging society?、70generation、80There are also quite a few books for teenagers.。When I flicked through the pages,、An ``enlightenment'' book for the elderly that many people say ``If you don't try hard, you will live longer (more vibrantly)''! To live a life without trying hard、Is this a black joke that says read this and do your best?。

re-skilling、re-learning)、50generation、60generation、70``Keimo'' books to re-enforce the military。on that shelf、The text on the cover is flipped 180 degrees.。When I look at the table of contents, it says, ``Recognizing that I'm getting older.''、Don't try hard、There are many ways to live your life in your own way.。Study (language such as English)、walk every day、Can use a computer、Be curious。What is this? Like that、Do you think you can live ``your own way'' by following someone else's rhythm like radio calisthenics? Who am I? in short、The cover has changed, but the contents are exactly the same.。Be a winner! Always take a fighting pose。In the end that's all there is to it、and。

But、In reality, that's probably correct、And many people just can't do it.。Take a small fighting pose、Are you satisfied with a small jab?、Either stand wide and get KOed.。No matter which side you choose, this is not what the people in the "enlightenment books" know.。They should be the winners、This is because I believe that I have no choice but to take a fighting pose desperately.。Written by Takeshi Yoro。``A bug flew by.。I'm fine。What more do you need?。” This word is irrelevant to 99.99% of people.、That must also be a truth。

When I bought an iPad

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I uploaded a CG sketch from over a year ago to YouTube.。When I bought an iPad、It's okay to buy it, but it's true、I didn't really understand what it would do and how it would work.、I'm using it instead of a sketchbook for now.、One of the 10 videos I made to get used to it.。

As expected, I don't think about the volume of the music at all.、This was back when I had no idea about narration (though I did have a built-in microphone).、All I can feel is “I tried to make a video”。4I only have minutes、I remember that it took about 8 to 9 hours to create the sketch over 3 days.。It may have taken that much time for editing that I was unfamiliar with.。

Still、Even if I look at it now, it's embarrassing、It feels somehow innocent (probably just for me)。I remember the time when I was completely absorbed (still am)。just technical stuff、I didn't have the luxury of neglecting anything else.、Maybe it's because I've gotten used to watching other people's YouTube videos lately.、I feel like I've become able to somehow feel the creator's feelings and mood.。A veteran viewer、I guess he's looking at me more harshly.、I also imagine。

Shogi player Sota Fujii。He says he has never felt angry towards anyone (not just opponents).。Don't keep your anger to yourself、It seems that this is aimed at people who are not well-educated and wonder, ``Why didn't I come up with this idea?''。That's great、A human being is formed at such a young age.。24He spends all his time playing shogi.。Super belatedly、I also want to learn a little bit.。