I can't repeat the same thing

Yesterday 18:00 up

cannot repeat the same thing。It's not that I'm bored or anything.、cannot be simply repeated。2I'll manage until the next time though、3By the time I see it again, I'm no longer confident。

I can't do the same thing、“Similar things” can be repeated (?) somehow。For example, washing dishes。When washing dishes, we use slightly different dishes every day, so it's a similar thing, but it's not the same thing (although it seems like a farce)、In my opinion, I make a serious distinction), so I can continue.。But、For example, 20 identical plates、30It's a little difficult to wash。I'm afraid I'll drop it somewhere and break it.、I get nervous。I don't seem to be good at "getting used to it"。

Needless to say、In reality, it's the same thing、There is no such thing as "the same thing"。It's just a matter of feeling。(So?) I thought it was a problem with my (perceptions).、Apparently more or less、It seems that all humans are made like this (I feel relieved)。
Considering human history、Searching for food for the day every day、To protect yourself and your family from the harsh natural environment and enemies、I'm sure that I would never (couldn't) repeat the "same thing" even for a moment.。In that sense, it is the power of civilization that has made it possible to ``repeat'' the ``same thing''.、It's very recent。What if "simple repetition" was built into human (brain) function?、In fact, humans may not have survived this long.。

Modern times require "getting used to things" (to things and society)。“Getting used to it” is not only for the person himself/herself.、In fact, it is less of a burden on society.、This is because it is recognized as。I sometimes felt like I was not good at “getting used to it”.、Probably due to that。
Modern people collectively call video production etc. creative.、Although paradoxically there is、A yearning for the ``unaccustomed'' that is humanity's ``home''、I feel like I'm working unconsciously。