a disappearing picture

"The Battle of the Sea" Watercolor、pen。A2 copy paper

"What's the point of drawing something like this?" "It's not going to sell." "It's just disgusting."。I feel like a lot of people say that.。Only elementary school students can draw pictures like this.、I can almost hear the voice saying。actual、Pictures like this are popular among children.。For pictures that adults would enjoy displaying,、children are not interested。

myself、At the stage of applying watercolors to copy paper、I had never thought in the slightest that I would draw a picture like this.。

I don't have a place to show these kinds of pictures (I just happened to have this blog, so I showed them to them)。Unable to be seen by anyone、It's a painting that is destined to disappear somewhere eventually.、This is also、It's no different from all the other pictures I've drawn.、I'm sure it's an original painting。
　

Is it a canary that has forgotten its song?


"Long Rest" Watercolor、pen

"Trial coloring book"。morning、Just before waking up、I woke up to a voice in my dream that said, "Isn't that automatism?"。Is that so! Maybe so!

20early century、When psychoanalysis (medicine) attracted attention、As a step in the treatment of mental illness、Several methods have been devised to bring the unconscious of individual humans to the surface of the conscious mind.。One of them is ``automatism'' (automatic writing method).。without any control、Words and sentences that come to mind、By having the patient draw pictures etc.、The aim is to discover the causes of trauma and stress that are hidden in the unconscious.。
In surrealism in art history、We position this as one of the important ways to draw out deep images from below.、Various artistic attempts were made。

You can also get an idea by looking at the “trial coating”、Isn't it a kind of automatism?、I came up with this。It's really fun to draw。When I was a child, I used to mindlessly draw things I liked and fantasize.、I feel very similar emotions rising up.。Was I sick?。

The secret story behind the birth of “trial coloring book”

“Kaisachi、Yamayuki” trial coloring book (added with a pen to M.I’s trial coloring)

"Machikado" watercolor、pen

Following the previous work “Forest Concert” (trial painting + pen)、M.I's、I drew it on the other side.。The image of “concert” came to me immediately.、A complete turnaround、This one was difficult。several days、look upside down、look diagonally、I tried using only part of it, but、I can't seem to get an idea。

Probably no one has ever heard of the term "trial coloring book".。I named it because there was no other suitable word.。

It takes about 10 minutes to make “Umiyuki/Yamasachi”。There is about 3 days of "cultivation" time before you start drawing.。But、I just pick it up and look at it while lying down.、No physical burden。Currently doing YouTube etc.、It's almost physical、Time、Compared to being unable to bear the financial burden,、Just heaven and hell。

The problem is after this。I can't just wait around for someone to try it on.、I tried it myself。But、Originally, I can easily create colors on a palette.、Or because it's the type that mixes quickly on the screen.、I have never tried painting.。It is also possible to delete the failed drawings.、It doesn't fail (though there are plenty of bad ones)、I can't use that hand either.。If you can't use your hands, why not draw with your feet?、I seriously thought about it。