I thought that painting was my heart。
I don't think that's wrong these days.、Just like you don't live every day conscious of your heartbeat.、I'm trying not to think like that.。
That kind of thinking、When the way you feel deepens yourself、I may have thought of it at some point。When I was tracing the flat shelves at the bookstore with my eyes,、On the belt of one of the books is a message that says, ``When you're lost,、I saw the phrase “I make choices that are more disadvantageous to me.”。Of several chapters、Pick out a few that are likely to catch your eye and highlight them.、That's the usual way、Depending on my state of mind and interests at the time, my attention may be drawn to me.。In other words、That reflects my current state of mind.。
A magazine called National Geographic、Published a separate book called ``Survival Techniques to Survive Anywhere in the World.''。I'm sure something similar was written there as well.。"When in doubt, don't make a choice.、Wait a while.”。When you are lost, your field of vision becomes narrower.、It meant that the choices that were originally possible disappeared from my mind (it says especially that you should not make choices in the dark).。
In short, you need some leeway.。No matter how cornered I am、Or rather, the more the situation is like that, the more、This means that it is important to have "leeway to not move".。This is difficult even if you know it。I don't really have a choice、When you say there's only one way、People won't get lost、They say it also gives you peace of mind.。
The picture is my heart、I feel like the more I think about this, the deeper my confusion becomes.。それを拝むように大事にし過ぎては、ガチガチになってかえって心臓を悪くしそうだ。逆に「絵は自分のウンコのようなものだ」と思えたら、どんどん排出、つまり制作できるのかも知れない。心臓とウンコではえらい違いだが、死んで化石になればどちらも似たようなものではなかろうか。
1991年イタリア・アルプスの氷河で5300年前（新石器時代）の男のミイラが発見された。通称アイスマンだ。昨年１１月にあらためて解剖が行われ、その結果が今年の６月に一部発表された。そこで特に注目されたのは、アイスマンの体そのものより、その胃の中身だった。
人や物の価値は後世が決める。ウンコだって貴重な学術資料にもなり得るし、一世一代の絵だと力んでみても、残るかどうかは後世が決めるということに違いはないということだ。
