年の瀬だ

朝食兼昼食
朝食兼昼食

In the blink of an eye、time passes。The end of the year ended with all I had to do to deal with the work that had been postponed due to my hospitalization.。Year-end errands are piling up.。

But for some reason I start to miss alcohol at the end of the year.。It is often said that alcohol is a double-edged sword.。I feel happy when I'm drinking、I can't sleep at night。It's like drinking relaxation and stress together.。Although not specifically discouraged by doctors,、There is no choice between sleep and alcohol.。

I went out for early morning coffee this morning.、11 o'clock after returning home、lunch cum lunch。I find it troublesome to cook rice、I bought a curry donut near the station.。Just yogurt and maple syrup、coffee。

 

お菓子 / Sweets

sweets sweets
お菓子 sweets

In no time at all、1 week after discharge。I didn't force myself though、No wandering around、It's been a pretty busy week。

Prepare for after discharge、Preparing from the day after surgery was actually helpful.。But、Looking back on it now, I feel like I should have experienced the hospitalization more deeply.。Considering the age、I'll probably have to be hospitalized several times in the future.、A good opportunity to observe (self) from various perspectives、I spent my time only from the perspective of everyday life.。But、I think it was a good opportunity。

The day after surgery、I bought a box of chocolates at the shop downstairs.。Because I thought that hospital food alone was not enough nutrition for the brain.。While licking it sometimes、I was at the computer next to my bed.。In the end, I was satisfied with just that one box.、I didn't add it、I bought sweet drinks several times.。

I hardly ever snack。I wouldn't eat it even if it existed、For some reason I like looking at sweets.。Beautiful wrapping paper and stylish design、Cheap luxury etc.、sweets for me、Rather than being eaten, it is becoming a raw material for designs and images.。for each candy、can have sweet dreams。If I feel like it、I'll try eating it。It's kind of like a market research method.、But what I thought was interesting、Even just a little bit、I definitely feel like eating it。

退院 / Discharge from hospital

good mornning
good mornning

Morning of discharge。The morning sun reflects off the white walls of the housing complex across the street.。

Everything about it was my first experience of being hospitalized.、Things like this happen every day in the world、like river water flowing、Repeating without stopping for a moment。But the truth is、Buying vegetables at the supermarket、You may be saved in the nick of time in a traffic accident、just as rare、It's a one-time thing。No one can repeat the same thing twice。time is passing。Yesterday's vegetables are not today's vegetables。The me of yesterday is not the me of today。

Admission、I focused on Picasso and Matisse.。Works that open up a new world for them、It was exactly 100 years ago that they began to publish one after another.。Even if I thought I understood it somehow、There are new discoveries every time I look at it、They are truly masters.。A picture I must have seen many times、It makes me feel the joy of seeing it for the first time again and again.。

Picasso and Matisse、Looks like fresh vegetables。Reborn every day。The work radiates power like a flowing river.。When you are young, you become blood and flesh.、In the days of youth, it becomes the energy to run.、Now, along with pleasure, it also serves as a medicine to wash away evil.。Eating fresh vegetables、It's fun。

I want to be a fresh vegetable too。 2016/12/3