personality

From my work “Flying Man” (F30 tempera)、part of the background

personality。Although it's not worth emphasizing that it's "unique"、However, it's not just Kintaro's candy; it's his "personality."。when working on a computer、Some people worry that it will disappear。Especially as AI becomes more pervasive.、I wonder if the presence of humans themselves will become less and less。

In the past, handwritten documents were the only documents available.。but、Some of them are too unique to be read.。I have seen Nichiren Shonin's letters in museums.、at a glance、For better or worse, I was surprised by the strong writing that made me think, ``This person is no ordinary person.''。When ordinary people began to communicate by text、Of course, the number of things that are difficult to read will also increase.。
The beauty of letters、Even if it means sacrificing one's individuality、The typewriter was invented with priority given to readability.、Eventually it became a word processor.、Currently, I can not only hear the buttons on my smartphone but also hear the voice properly.、It will be sent in beautiful letters.。
But、On the other hand, humans are also creatures that dislike uniformity.。For example,、font。easy to read、As long as it's easy to use, you might be able to do everything with just one type.、There are so many types that you will be surprised、Most people use them freely depending on the time and situation.。It probably comes from an instinct to convey emotions.。Humans have built civilization through communication.、The basis of that communication is “empathy.”、In a sense, it is natural。

Computer experts often say that ``personality is important'' and ``in the end it's all about who you are.''。The idea that computers ``eliminate one's individuality''、180It's the opposite。What does it mean?。If it's a word processor、same keyboard、Same software, same font、The text you type is different for each person.。It seems obvious, but、Can we say the same thing if we spread it across the entire computer?。I don't really think so。This is because there is a problem of getting used to it.。
When I first started using a word processor、There is no room for writing etc.、I'm doing my best just trying to master it.。``As I mastered it,'' my consciousness gradually returned to myself.、I think you are now able to think of sentences that are “your own.”。
But、How to “master” a computer、Frankly speaking, "impossible"。A computer is not just a tool。And updated daily、Rather than narrowing the gap between me and myself、It's opening up more and more。The day when you can master it will never come.。

After all、Even if you use a computer、その一分野だけ、たとえばグラフィックアートならそこだけ。そこに特化して「使いこなせ」るようになり、初めて「最後はその人らしさ」と言えるだけではないでしょうか。「コンピューターで自分の世界が広がる」は、一種の幻想ではないのでしょうか。自分が知らなかった、できなかったことをコンピューターで知ることができ、やることができる。その意味では確かに「自分の世界が」広がったように感じるでしょう。But、それ以外のところではむしろさらに谷は深くなり、断絶は厳しくなってくるのではないでしょうか。「その人らしさ」の伝わる分野は一層狭くなり、時には極大化されて、「その人らしくない」その人らしさが広がっていくのではないでしょうか。

rehabilitation

Apple-Twilight (in production 8/15)：second half、I'm reconsidering my thoughts

Increased finger strength、I started “rehabilitation” with amateur therapy.。two strong fingers、This is a stretch where you turn your left and right middle fingers backwards.。Although it is called “amateur therapy”、This is something that a doctor recommends on the internet as being effective.。If you try it、My fingers become straight, even if only temporarily.、I didn't feel any particular pain after that.、I rely on the feeling that somehow it looks good.。

2It was a year or two ago that I went to a local orthopedic surgeon.。Both cases were diagnosed as "tendonitis."。The sheath that runs through the tendon of the finger is degenerated.、This means that inflammation is caused by friction with the tendon.。This is thought to be caused by overuse、When I was overworked in painting, it was nothing.、Because I have been working a lot on the computer.、At first I thought it was rheumatism。I never felt like I was using my fingers too hard when using a computer.。My spring finger got stronger and I went to the clinic.、At that point, I learned that the tendonitis had progressed considerably.。
Get the ointment、As part of my rehabilitation, I underwent treatment using laser light.、Although I spent a lot of time at the clinic, I didn't feel any effects.、2~I stopped after 3 months.。

Draw a large size picture、Your fingers move in different ways than when you use a computer.。There are big differences in the way you apply force.、It's completely different from a keyboard that you simply press.。After all、Is that a kind of “massage”?、Somehow it feels good。to draw a picture、Even if there are times when I overwork my fingers,、There are many variations in usage、Reaffirming that there is no one pattern。

So、I felt like trying stretching again.。Looking at the reference example、① Curved fingers：102 sets of ~30 seconds x 20 times in the morning and evening = 30 seconds = 20 minutes in total ② Finger bending：102 sets of ~30 seconds x 20 times in the morning and evening = 20 minutes。40 minutes in total。It takes 20 minutes just for one side.、Although it is longer than laser treatment (7 minutes)、There is no "wait time"。
Continue for at least 2 months。I have to forget、Please let us know from time to time。

Hit and Run

Apple-Twilight CG additions in progress

Summer high school baseball at Hanshin Koshien Stadium。Time to watch、I don't have time to listen to the radio、I ended up losing interest in the results.、I suddenly heard the phrase "hit and run" on the news.。I think it's about high school baseball.、If you listen closely, you will hear about the war in Ukraine.、It was the Himas (high-mobility rocket artillery system) provided by the United States.。

The Ukrainian army is struggling with a reversal offensive.、It seems to be the most used weapon.、To my surprise, the topic was that “losses have not been confirmed.”。That means not a single one has been lost.。Even the Leopard 2 tank entered Ukraine with much fanfare.、Several cars have already been reported lost.。Unless the other person is just standing there in a daze.、No matter how good a weapon is, it will still cause some damage.。Even the other person、Because we are fighting with the latest weapons.、Zero losses is hard to believe.。

I think it's the so-called "Imperial Headquarters Announcement".、Apparently not.。The reason is "hit and run"。It's a little different from baseball though、There is a tactic called ``Run (run away) as soon as you shoot.''、Apparently this is the main reason for “zero loss”。Heimas runs on tires、It was placed on a so-called truck-shaped launch pad.、GPS-guided rocket system。The downside is that you can't drive without roads.、It takes 30 seconds from arriving at the scene to confirming the target position with GPS、2It takes 30 seconds after firing the bullet to return the platform to its original position and move.。In other words, it only takes about 1 minute from attack to retreat.。2It takes a little time to load from start to finish.、4It is said that even if the gun is fired, it can be withdrawn in 3 minutes.。Russian army、It takes at least 90 seconds to confirm the launch position of Heimas.、It takes a few more minutes before we're ready to fire a shell or missile back at it.。During that time, the trolley can leave the location at a maximum speed of 85 km/h.、It seems that it can avoid counterattack.。Truly a hit and run。It will also give the soldiers a great sense of security.。on top of that、It is said that "zero loss" is achieved by thoroughly concealing information about the storage location.。That's all、すべてネット上で見た限りですが。

大砲で撃ちあうなんて、第一次世界大戦並みの“古めかしい戦い” などと一方で言われてきましたが、それを聞くとさすがに現代の戦争です。撃った位置に、たちどころに撃ち返されるなんて。逃げ足の速さが勝敗を分ける。同じようにウクライナ軍に供与された、各種の「榴弾砲（自走も含む）」が相当数破壊（当然、その場の人的損失も出る）されているのも、その逃げ足が遅いためなのだとか。その数分間がまさに生死を分けているのですね。
　不謹慎ですが、自分のスピード感覚が時代に遅れていることも感じました。