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How are you。A period with large temperature differences、Moreover, if it rains, it will be a linear precipitation zone.、Unpleasant words have stuck in my ears.。I'm a little tired、is。as usual、This video also has a lot of physical strength、spent time。The watercolor painting takes about an hour and a half.、Drawing itself is fun (apart from the awkward postures required to take photos).、Editing.。

It's definitely hard to sit in front of a computer for a long time.、postpone all the many other errands、The stress of that happens at night、It prevents deep sleep。

Sweet pea is、When I was looking for a motif for my classroom among my saved photos.、This is what I found in it。What is a photo?、I'll take a picture of it.。“This is a picture.”、It took many years from when I first started drawing it to when I started drawing it.、That cafe no longer exists。
In the process of searching for photos、There are also many photos of past works from various places.。I don't have time to look at it carefully、There are quite a few pictures that surprise me every time I look at them.。I'm sorry for the miso、Although suffering、That I was honestly expressing what was in my heart in my own way.、"myself、I want to say to them, ``You're doing your best!''。I'm sure you have something like that too.。　

That kind of picture、I regret that I will probably never see it again.、If I die, I'm just trash after all。At that time, I hope you will burn me along with these pictures.、If you live in society、It's also like a dream that won't come true。

Why are sharks beautiful?

Sweet Pea in progress

do you like sharks? I've loved it ever since I was a child.。There are many different types of sharks, but、I like it without exception。

childhood、Shark was food for me。Thinking about it now、at my parents' house、It seems like no one else liked sharks except me.、i ate well。For someone like me who loves fish、A shark without small bones that sticks in its throat、Because I was able to eat with peace of mind.。It's not a big shark like the one used for kamaboko.、About 1 meter at most、A small shark with no teeth。But、That's not why I love sharks。

The shark is、I like the shape, the color, and the way I live.。Of course, the great white shark, which became known for its ferocity due to its “JAWS”, is no exception.。Thinking about why you like it、① Beauty of shape and color ② Mysterious correspondence between beauty and excellent physical ability (Sharks are actually ordinary carnivorous fish, similar to tuna and sea bream.。“Ferociousness”、There are many fish bigger than sharks)、Is that about it?。

As graceful as a shark、have high physical ability、奥ゆかしく、かつ好奇心にあふれ、お茶目でかわいい顔をした魚は他にいません（恋人の、あばたもほくろもすべて素敵と言っているようなものですが）。そんな鮫を人間に喩えたらどんなひとになるでしょうか。わたしには少なくとも政治家に喩えることはできません。But、政治家にこそそういう資質があってほしいと、いつも願っています。

About "beauty"

One cut from the video “Cafe no Sweet Pea”：(This moment is fun)

when are you、What do you find beautiful? Objects that feel beauty are other than things like art.、For example, things like landscapes, of course、human face、facial expressions or voice itself、actions, not things、Or even mathematics and chemical formulas.、It's no wonder that everything becomes a target.。There are some people who perceive beauty in objects that many people find ugly.。

Do animals other than humans also feel beauty?。Looking at the courtship behavior and decorative feathers of birds、I feel like maybe there is such a feeling.。Modern humans and Neanderthals are said to have coexisted for some time.。But then Neanderthals became extinct.。What was the cause of their extinction and the continuation of modern humans?。

Wasn't it the concept of "beauty"?、There seems to be a hypothesis that。"Beauty" is for many people、It is thought that it is not necessarily an essential concept for living.。In modern times, ``beauty overrides reality.''、In fact, I feel like I won't even be able to survive.、How did it save humanity from extinction?。
The hypothesis was inspired by the "discovery of beautiful seashells"。。far away from the sea、Moreover, it has little value in terms of food.、A small and beautiful seashell、Although many remains of modern humans have been excavated,、None found in nearby Neanderthals。Why is that?、That's what it means。
Everyone has a certain kind of “impression” even though it is unnecessary.。everyone wants to taste it。It can certainly be called the concept of "beauty".。those who have it and those who don't、Eventually, "symbolism" was born there.、Those with “beauty” win authority.、There is a hierarchical relationship、Isn't this because it eventually led to the creation of a social structure?。Oh dear、That's what the hypothesis is all about.。

“Not essential for survival”? Is it true? About the “beauty” that exists now、If you strip away all the things mentioned above,、What kind of world do you see?。yes、The world now exposed by the Ukraine war、For example, isn't this the current situation in Bahmut, which is said to be a fierce battleground?。Is that landscape the result of pursuing something “essential”?。
When you say “beauty” out loud、There's some sort of antipathy somewhere in my heart.、"world、At the same time, I heard a loud voice saying, ``We can't just do pretty things.''、I'm a little hesitant to say it.。But, after all、When you lose the desire to seek it、People will have no choice but war、I feel like that。The desire for beauty is barely stopping the war.、I feel that danger。"Things we really need to survive"。When you quietly look into your heart、I feel like it's starting to look vague.。