暇で頭がボケそう

It's sunny again this morning、And almost no wind。Temperatures are likely to rise to around 3-4 degrees。I sweat when I walk。

I feel really bored when I'm in the hospital.。In the city, it is possible to visit while completing errands here and there.、secluded in a thicket of trees、In places where you can look around and not see a single store.、I can't do any errands.。Walk along the snowy road to a T-junction a little far from the hospital.。Round trip 3km。I have nothing else to do。

I would like to draw a picture though、Of course, that's impossible in a hospital room.。At most, I just use my computer to kill time.。I envy people who can work with computers.。I will spend 15 days like this this time.。every day、Considering the amount of effort and time spent on nursing care,、The forces trying to advance the Ubasuteyama policy、It may increase, but it will never decrease.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

病院は人間の学校 / Human school

新雪が少し降ったらしい

Going to the hospital today too。Fresh snow this morning、The scenery has been redone again。The person in the car will probably frown、It's a big present for me who just watches it.。I get it every time it snows、I'm grateful for my free time.。

when you come to the hospital、Breathing that we are not usually aware of、put food in mouth、bite、swallow、Digestion、absorption、I was reminded of the importance of defecating, something that everyone does every day.。and death too。Hospitals are also “human schools”。

“Thank you” means、It doesn't mean you should be grateful.。literally、It means that it is difficult (difficult) to “exist”。We tend to be overconfident in things like medical progress and social systems.、I tend to feel like I have some leeway when it comes to death.。

That overconfidence、Hospitals sometimes become even more overconfident.、Sometimes it's easy to break。humans are living things、is an animal、Glide on the rope while maintaining a delicate balance、The hospital will tell you that you have Yajirobee.。

風土 / Climate

久しぶりに雪かきをした何年ぶりだろうか私は無理せず玄関前だけを気温がマイナスになっていたので雪は軽くあまり腰の負担にはならなかった

病院の行き帰り両側には雪をまとった林が延々と続く雪の林を見ていると本当に美しい。When I was in middle school、冬はほとんど毎日のように一人で林の中を歩き回っていたのが懐かしい今でもカンジキをつけてひょいと入って行きたい気持ちになる

街にいると厚着しても寒く感じるのにこちらにいると雪の中にいてもなぜかさほど寒くは感じない自分にとってとても自然な空気・気温のように感じる自分の中のある感覚が外と勝手に交信を始めるような、I feel like that。