Time capsule

122011 Begonia watercolor F6 of the month

I received an envelope from my younger brother who is at home.。ah、The example document has been created.、I casually looked at the front and saw that the address was my son's name.。What is it?

A postcard was included along with a simple letter from my brother.、What he showed me was、I wrote this when my son was in the 4th grade of elementary school.、ten years later、It was a postcard addressed to me when I was 20 years old.。I was told to write down a valid address even after 10 years.、I wrote down my parents' address.。Personally, I'm sure I'll move (rather)、The desire to do so) is also visible there.。

Even my younger brother seemed taken aback.、It seems that not only us, but also the person himself had completely forgotten about it.。The postcard had a photo printed on it when the three of us went to Nasu.。Take the picture yourself using a tripod、At school, he wrote on postcards that he printed himself using a computer.。

ten years is short。From our parents' point of view、Children only grow physically, but their insides don't seem to have grown at all.。But the kid was 10 years old when he wrote that.。A future with the same length as your life up to that point, etc.、It must be far, far away。That's true even in light of my own memories.。

At the end of the postcard, it says, ``Dad.、I wonder how your mother is doing?。I hope he's not dead.''。For children、parents are more important than the country、closer than society、He is an irreplaceable person who protects me through my blood.。Without it, we cannot build dreams for the future.。parent's misfortune、bad luck、Incompetence casts a shadow on a child's future.。for a moment、What kind of umbrella should I carry?、I searched my heart to see what kind of shadow it was casting.。

The children who lost their parents in the Great East Japan Earthquake lost even that shadow.、I think again。What does "I hope I'm not dead" mean?、It also shows that children feel this reality in their hearts.。Ten years from now, you may feel unlucky and think, ``I wish my father had been a more socially decent person.''。

Children can't choose their parents。That's why children themselves need ideals.。I don't like children who respect their parents (they don't respect them before that)。(From a child's perspective) As long as parents provide food and money, that's enough.。Using parents as a stepping stone、If you can create your own world, that's fine.。I'm thinking of leaving a time capsule for myself 10 years from now.。 2012/1/28

I came back from Shimokita。

2011 twilight れ under North

Happy new year。Thank you for your continued support this year。I received many New Year's cards.。thank you。But、I haven't been able to send a single letter this year.。I'm sorry。

Shortly after the start of December, my computer broke and I sent it in for repair.、I was able to get it repaired within the year.、I had already returned to Shimokita on the 24th to check on my father.、I have stopped sending New Year's cards this year.。I went to my father's hospital every day for 11 days from the 25th to January 4th to take care of him? to help、I drove over a mountain road and went to the hospital, which took an hour to an hour and a half each way.。

August surgery、I was transferred to a rehabilitation hospital in November and this is my third hospital.、One by one, I am unable to do it each time.。I was able to talk properly immediately after the surgery.、I was able to accurately answer my name and date of birth.、At the next hospital, I was unable to speak.、I can no longer recognize my family。At the hospital this time, I can't even eat anymore, even though they give me food.、I'm just getting thinner。My body is stiff and stiff。Is it a rehabilitation hospital? ? ? I thought so、If you don't eat it anyway, that's it、I decided to focus my work on making sure they had enough to eat, even if it was only for lunch.。There is little the family can do。But during those 11 days, I felt that there were things I could only do as a family.。

The snowy roads I was not used to were scary at first.、As you get used to it, you will have more time to look around you.、You can now enjoy driving through the ice-covered mountain roads that sparkle with light.。Above all、The beauty of pure snow、Powder snow dances in the wind、I was able to see the beauty of the snow every day, where it was hard to tell whether it was a road or a snowy field.、It cheered me up a lot.。The freshness of the cold and clear air。I felt like I was returning home to retrieve something I had forgotten.。

I didn't see a single person coughing in Shimokita.、I completely forgot about the cold、Yesterday (5th) evening、A large number of people started coughing as soon as they arrived at Omiya Station on the Shinkansen.。ah、There's a cold here。With that feeling、While cherishing the beautiful snowy scenery in my heart、I went home feeling like I was going to live in this again from today.。

It's finally time for a solo exhibition.。

ホニュウルイの風景 F6 2011

Finally a solo exhibition。I wasn't even prepared at all.、I'm going to Joyful now and buy some tapes.、I had the lazy nerve to try to put it up by rotating it around the frame instead of a frame.、I am astonished myself.。I haven't had time to even pick up a pen for the past few days (what about this blog?)。

His largest work is ``The Discus Thrower'', which ran for almost 300 issues (it was intentionally exhibited unfinished).。I would appreciate it if you could think about why you are throwing the discus at the venue.。The minimum is a few points of size 4。In terms of time, number 4、6issue takes the most time、The larger the size, the shorter the time it takes to draw.。It's not just this time、It's always the same。I think it's probably my own internal tendencies that lead to this result.。

“Landscape of Honyuului” is one of the exhibited works.。My impressions at this stage are、I actually feel like this might have been the true title this time.。Aside from my thoughts as an author、To everyone who sees it、something positive、negative things、I think everyone has different opinions.。please、I hope you hear it。 2011/12/06