Category: Art

忙しい。といって、仕事をしているわけではない。「遊びに忙しい」？ってほど、優雅なはずなどないが、ゼニにならない時間を遣ってるということは、（世間的には）「遊んでる」っていうんだろうね。自分的には納得しないが、そう見る人はたくさんいるんだろうなっ、てのは感じている。

「Green-apple」。スキャン画像がこれだけど、600 (pix/inch) でスキャンしたのに、このピントの甘さはなに？まるで、眠ってるようじゃないか！なんてイラついてしまったが、冷静に考えると、いろいろ原因があるようです（絵の方はもちろん、ずっとシャープですよ！）。

the other day、わたしより10歳以上若い、ある人気画家と話をした。「（美術）大学で理論とか技術とかいろいろ勉強したけど、After all、子どもの時にやってたことを大人になってもやってるだけってことなんですよね」「子どものときには解らなかった、絵を描くことの意味とか、知らなかった技法、技術。当時は使えなかった素材などを使って、あの頃の延長をやってるだけなんですよね」。yes、yes。そうなんだよね。

（世間的には）馬鹿というんだろうか？“純真”って言うんだろうか？どちらにしても、本人的には「どっちでもいいし、どっちでもなくてもいい」。やりたいことができさえすればいいし、できているなら続ければいい。続ける気がなくなるか、続けられなくなったら、それで終わり。それ以上あれこれ先回りして考ると、結局やれないことになってしまう、それが世の中というものかも。やれることを、やれるときにやる以外になかった人々、なんだろうね。

Yesterday (May 6)、I went to the National Art Center, Nogizaka for the first time in a while.。The main purpose was to see the Kokugakai.、I was feeling good too、I went a little further and went to see Matisse's ``Free Form'' exhibition, which mainly featured paper cutting.。One more thing、I also saw a contemporary art exhibition called “Distant Present”.、This is quite different from the above two and is interesting.、I will not touch on it here.。

What do I feel is common to people who are called masters?、Everyone is serious about themselves.。From very early drawing practice、Until the end of writing、He really works hard towards what he wants to do.、I really feel it。
“Being serious about myself”、selfish、just do what you want to do、I feel like there needs to be some explanation between。“To myself” and the essence of painting、In other words、I believe、For both “historical flow of painting = mainstream”、It means "humble"。(Do you want to study?、(Whether it's intuition or not) requires historical insight.。I'm off topic, but、So-called modern art、Unless we take that into account、It becomes just a “derailment accident”。

Matisse is just an ordinary oil painting until the middle.、I'm studying by fleshing it out with regular shading.。But、Is that really the right way to express yourself?、I guess he was drawing it with doubts in mind.。many、While arranging chiaroscuro in your own way、I know you're looking for a way。That's already different from mediocre painters.。The purpose is not to become good.。

Eventually、It becomes clear that the shading method does not suit me (I try a different form of three-dimensional expression), but、It's because I tried various arrangements myself.、I guess I was able to come to the conclusion that it was no good.。If you rely on the advice of others、I'm lost、you can't do that。
If the shading expression doesn't match、All I have to do now is refine the expression of lines and colors.、Matisse, who was completely abandoned by shading,、From there, he quickly became a real Matisse.。serious、You're a hard worker, aren't you?。-I can't bear it always being so long.。

The long-awaited video has finally been uploaded.。One week since the last upload、I couldn't do anything video related.、It actually took 10 days to edit.。In particular, I spent the entire three-day weekend editing this.。

Time to draw for the video、For watercolor、2 hours at most。Usually takes just over an hour。If I could talk while drawing、There is almost no need to spend time thinking about narration etc.、You might be able to do it in a day just by cutting and editing.。Then of course once a week、２、3It is a calculation that makes it possible to upload as often as once.。

But、Drawing while talking means、not realistic。Oh dear、In the demonstration、Although it is possible to do something somewhat similar to that,、We talked all the way from the draft to the completion.、can't concentrate、I can't draw anymore。The last two works、I keep talking all the time、It's better to do that、I am trying to follow the advice。It takes a huge amount of time to think about the words for the narration.、Above all, ``I want to draw a picture.''、Do we need so many words? ” I keep talking without being able to shake off my doubts.。Moreover,、1.5Aiming for double speed、speak quickly。certainly、It can't be fun。in the first place、I'm not painting the picture I want to paint.、Because I'm drawing a picture for a video.、I guess it can't be helped to adapt to that.。

If you want to make a video anyway、It's better if you can enjoy yourself making it too.。It also reduces stress、I can maintain my motivation、Above all, it's healthy。Ideally speaking、someone、It would be best if you could make a video of me drawing.。How well it turned out、It's good to have a chat and laugh every now and then.。I wonder if such a day will ever come。