depth of love 2

"芍薬ー2024·May" Watercolor F6

What is “depth of love”?、After all, isn't it very similar to "depth of interest"?、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。for example、the other day、I wrote about Fujiko Hemming.、her love for the piano、interest in piano、depth of interest、I don't think the person himself can tell that much apart.。

A parent's love for their child、what the child feels、thought、what's going on now、they are interested、Isn't it possible to translate it into depth of interest?。If you are forced to divide、How do I relate to that and try to live my life?、Although there may be differences in active positions,、in her case、I don't think there is much of a difference.。

What if、If the idea is correct、for example、The depth of love for painting can be said to be the depth of interest in painting.。however、That is、People who don't draw have less (shallower) love for painting than people who draw.、doesn't mean anything at all。I like drawing、I like watching、I think they are different things。Even if you don't draw it、favorite painter、work、history of art、Art related technologies, etc.、What is your interest?、No matter which one you choose, there's something infinitely deep about each one of them.。
in short、in one street、For things that can't be done、Would it be an exaggeration to say that I feel love for all of them?。Whether it's sweets love or ramen love、There's always something of your own、For example time、For example, physical strength、For example, money、There is something like an urge to ``want to know more deeply'' and ``want to be deeply involved'' even if it is a burden.。Isn't it okay to call it love?、This person is building his "own" snowboard "road"。

we are not machines。Does not have the precision or strength of a machine。It is impossible to have the memory and calculation speed of a computer.。error、repeat useless things。But I can't stop it、What I want to know、I want to be more involved。Isn't that the same thing as love?
Put your hand on your chest and think about it。do you love something。

depth of love

ピアニストフジコ・ヘミングさんが亡くなった。26日のNHKで(追悼の)特集番組を見た彼女のことを知ったのもNHKの特集番組でだったあれから25年も経っていたことに驚いた

演奏家にとって楽器はまさに自分の一部とあらためて思いを深くした病院で「ピアノはもう弾きたくないと思う」と言った「と思う」というのが面白いこのひとは本当に自分を突き放していてまるで他人を見るように自分を見ている人なんだ、I felt that。But、ピアノに対してはそうじゃないピアノこそ自分自身とでも言っているようだ鍵盤という神経に触れば指が自然に動いていくような

リストとショパンを深く敬愛しその人生に自分を重ねてピアノの旅をする自分(=ピアノ)を最高に高めてくれるその二人との一体感があるのだろうリストがピアノを弾いているのか自分がリストを弾いているのか時空を超えての一体感わたしなど凡人では想像もできない高みでの音楽の楽しみ芸術への深い愛(音楽と言わずあえて芸術と言いたい)この深さを持ち得ることを「才能」と呼ぶんだろうと思う

つまらなく上手な絵がある山ほどある。That's probably、愛が薄いか別のものを愛しているから愛が薄いのはある意味で仕方がないそれも才能だから画面から何かが伝わってくるときそれが愛の深さなんだなと分かった気がする

I finally have to draw a picture

"Dendrobium" watercolor

I finally have to draw a picture。義務ではない仕事でもない。as my life、I have to draw a picture to summarize.。

I've been drawing a lot of pictures so far.、I'm still drawing it though.、For some reason, I don't feel like I painted my own picture.。If it stays like this、without drawing a picture of myself、It's that worldly thing.、I've gotten used to thinking about things like this.。Fujimi myself (Fujimi x、I, who believed that I was immortal,、That's right。

Well then、What were your previous paintings? That means。It will be “quite a little miso”.、Until now、I'm sure it's not like I've been drawing "other people's pictures."、Even if I look at my own work now、I think that my worldview is reflected in my paintings to some extent (I guess this is called ``smugness'').。But、Something's missing。
I want to draw a good picture、This is different from。There are times when I think I have drawn a ``good picture.''、This is when I am drawing the worst picture.、What is that?、Because I have experienced it deeply in my life so far.、I have already graduated from that dimension.。What I wish for is、Maybe it's the guy who says, ``I had a world like this too'' or ``I can't live like this anymore.''。

It's like a historical drama that he dies immediately after drawing it.、Because he's from the past.、Please take that seriously、``If this person had lived a few more years,、I could have drawn a more interesting picture."、I want to die painting a picture that makes me want to imagine it.。differently、I don't want that kind of evaluation.。My desire to draw pictures that make me feel that way、This is the one I want to take with me to the afterlife.。