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         「彼岸花」  ペン、is 15 years since the Great East Japan Earthquake

先日のブログに上げた「曼珠沙華=彼岸花」を描いてみます花そのものは凄かったのでそれを描くためののエスキースです

一つ一つの花を描いても「彼岸花」にはなりませんその前に個別の植物学的分類というものがあって(それ自体も「揺れ動く」のですが)「彼岸」という仏教用語に繋がる歴史的環境的意味関係をいったんは断ち切りますそれを踏まえたうえで秋の彼岸の時期にまとまって咲くこの花の全体としての存在が「彼岸花」だというのならまとまった花の「情景」こそ「彼岸花」ではないかなんて理屈を捏ねてみた試作です

彼岸花を一個ずつ描いてもしょうがない(というより意味がない)かと言って赤のベタ塗りだけで判ってください(記号)ってのもある意味傲慢でしょうかペンで花の下描きをクルクルしてみたらあの飾り花のクルクル感を「感じて貰えるかな~」なんて120%希望的観測の初回エスキース甘すぎるのは解ってますがでも他にどうやったらいいんでしょうね?

チューリップ畑ですか?といわれても返答ができませんコスモス?といわれたらちょっと違うかもーなんて言えるけど花の「かたち」ではなく「花の情景」ですから個々人の感覚に異を唱えることはできませんというわけで今回の弁解と致します

I was licking Muscat

This morning 8:00uploaded to

Last night 23:30Published on Booking (this morning 8:00)。9This is a short video。Because it's Muscat, I tend to take it lightly.、The story is that if you licked it, something terrible happened to you.。

I'm planning to shoot for my next video today.。sleep with sassa、I have to prepare by getting in shape.、That kind of thing is so sweet、I think so myself。People who have turned YouTube into a business have a different mindset in that regard.。

blue pomegranate

Yesterday 18:00 Uploaded

Uploaded yesterday。I was able to upload it the day before yesterday.、I postponed it for a day so I could look at it again and made some minor changes.。

The first pen sketch in this video has a really nice sound of the pen running through the sketchbook.、I tried really hard to preserve that sound, and it probably took a long time.。But in the end I had to scrap everything.(>_<)

Photographed in a corner of the atelier、I'm editing、There is a lot of noise outside while filming.。I'm so absorbed in drawing that I can barely hear the cars.、Let's start editing、It makes me so sad to realize how much noise we live in.。truck air brake、The sound of the engine blowing、Shutter shaking with wind pressure。If you want to turn off even just a particularly loud sound.、The important image became shaky.。My heart is torn to shreds、I can't bring myself to restore the broken images anymore.、throw away all audio、I managed to upload it all together.。

When I opened it and looked、After all, the number of views is not increasing。Although it may have been uploaded on a weekday.、I still think it's an unattractive video.。Even if it's hard to hear、I think it would have been better if it had better sound.。I want a soundproof studio.。If it's a big city, there's probably plenty of rental space.、It's not a small town.。The theme was difficult too.、double、I was disappointed in Mie.。