embarrassingly

watercolor effect

I received an email from a classmate from college.。I'm going to see the exhibition.、That's called。For some reason I suddenly feel flustered.。“That’s dangerous.、I have to come up with a more decent picture.”。But、One of the exhibitions starts the day after tomorrow.、I've already put it up for sale、The other one starts next Monday.。No matter how busy I am, it's already too late。

If you think about it、I've been drawing since I was a student.、I almost never showed it to my friends。never hide、It wasn't like I was drawing in secret, though.、I think it just wasn't talked about.。graduation、find work、And many of my classmates have a certain status and status.、I started to retire after creating assets that I could leave behind.、I still don't have a job (I can't)、no position、What do these idiots whose assets are less than those in their first year of employment do?、40To what extent are there pictures that I have continued to draw with one memory in my mind for over a year?、Maybe he cares about me.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

surely、Not getting a job、I didn't even go to art school.、Just because I love you、40I find it strange that I have been able to live for over 20 years.。I also like things that are probably useless.、It's not bad to have some people in the world、This is probably because society has accepted it.。Because I didn't really try.、I can only think that it is even more so.。Then、Maybe you don't have to worry about it now、think in a way that is convenient for you。This is the result of 40 years、I can't proudly say that、I don't steal people's things and show them to them.、"This is it," I try to say in a low voice that can't be heard.。

interesting book

Was it fun? "Apple" and "Bird Study"

Two books I read recently。“Almost life-threatening shark encyclopedia” Asako Numaguchi、“The pleasant life of familiar weeds” by Eihiro Inagaki、Chikuma Bunko。"Shark..." is an illustrated book... It certainly has the contents of an illustrated book, but、It's almost a (research) essay.、A slightly unusual book。Immerse yourself in the love of sharks through a hands-on experience、A fairly voluminous book that conveys that passion.。The author of “Familiar…” is also a plant researcher.。I have published a lot of books recently.、this is a paperback、50About seeds of weeds、Essay based on a researcher's perspective。Recommended for people who write haiku。just grass、Without knowing that you are not just a person, you will no longer be able to write poems such as ``Trailblazer.''。

There is a picture book called “Miro’s Picture Book – Carelessly Toward Earth” by Masako Yuki, Shogakukan.。Is it aimed at lower grades of elementary school?。The mistake was in focusing on Milo.。when I go to the library、There are also many art books for children.。But、From an adult perspective、Only the words are made easier to understand.、In short, the imposition of an adult sense、There are many “memorize books”。The child said “Milo…” in 3 minutes and it must be Milo.。But、Maybe、The contents may remain forever。Adults should also take a look。

read interesting books、What I always feel when I see、It takes ten years to accomplish anything.。The author's passion、Don't just convey knowledge、Let the author have various experiences、make me go on an adventure。The author himself has experienced、one hundredth of that、A book that lets you share a thousandth of your time with the author.。That seems to be my definition of an "interesting book".。

music

past days、I was passing in front of a certain elementary school.。

Maybe the light just happened to be good?、The school building looked very beautiful, so I stopped my bicycle and、Take a photo with your smartphone from outside。Then suddenly、“Angel’s singing voice”? ? Behind the trees planted to hide the sights on the premises、Approximately 10 elementary school students。under the guidance of a teacher、It seemed like they had just started practicing the chorus.。

On the way home、While pedaling my bicycle,、Suddenly、This time it's the drums、The sound of brass (brass instrument) comes from the right.。I was thinking, “Is that your ears?”、I saw the practice scene of the drum and flute corps.。

Is it special training?、Only 10 girls。The general conductor girl is a little far away.、Practice swinging the conductor's baton (for the drum and flute corps leader) while listening to the sound on your back。3 still in gym clothes、Conductor of four brass and drums、A girl different from the captain is commanding from the stand.。It must be difficult to play brass for the first time.。But、It's definitely a good experience、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。