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井上陽水の「探しものは何ですか」ではないが、まだまだ探す気ですか、の心境を味わい続けている。見つかるはずもない「精神的な」探し物ではなく、物理的な「電源ケーブル」を、捜索を諦めてネットで新品を購入するか、まだまだ探す気ですか、の二択というわびしい話。

今日はある展覧会の、関係者だけのオープニング・パーティが午後４時から。私も出品していて、行くつもりではいたのだが、morning、昨日からの頭痛が少しあり、「風邪気味かな？」と思ったので遠慮することにした。And、雨戸の修理。できなかった。それからケーブル探し。何かを探すということは、結局は片付けをすることにもなり、大規模な掃除に。But、見つからない。その間に昼食を摂り、魚だったので、一部を時々庭に寝そべりにくる猫（首輪をつけている）にやり、食うところを見たりしながらケーブルを探す。

Actually、もう３日も探し続けている。探す範囲は限定されている（それが思い込みなのかも）ので、一箇所あたりの捜索時間は相当になるはずだ。自分の顔のホクロ探しよりも慎重（なはず）だ。半年前、そこに置いた時点から、「ここはマズいかも」との不安だけがズバリ的中した感じ。

そろそろ諦めて新品を買うか、まだ探すかの選択が迫られてくるタイミングだ。嫌だなー、何でこんな時に雨戸が壊れなくちゃならないの！そういえば、インチサイズのマットがたくさん余っていたなあ–とか、何でこんな時に思いついちゃうんだろうかな。

10almost a year ago、started writing haiku。I wish I had something that I could call a hobby.、Because I thought。It doesn't cost much money、All I have to think about is 17 characters.、I wonder if even I, who is quite slow, can do it.、(Like many people) It was because of impure feelings.。In order not to give up too soon、I was asked to teach at a (too small) haiku meeting.。There is a haiku meeting once a month.、It was the 100th anniversary at the end of last year.。At first, I wanted to try various things.、smug、Create many phrases that are quite biased、I incurred the displeasure of the members.。

Lately, I've been feeling like I can't say much with 17 letters.。Just in case、Since it is a traditional haiku, seasonal words are included.。With this, I spend about five characters.。There are only 12 characters left、It takes about five characters to write the name of a specific thing or some description.。Convey your mood and intention with the remaining seven letters、I started to feel like there was no way I could do it.。Certainly a masterpiece、There are some ``famous haiku'' that have such depth and breadth that it is hard to believe that they are made up of only 17 characters.。But、for ordinary people like me、No matter what I do, I imitate others、It cannot help but become a simile.。

So if it's a tanka with 31 characters,、There is no need for seasonal words.、I thought I could use the whole thing for myself.、I started reading a book of modern tanka poems.。It's definitely much more interesting then。However, I have come to understand that it is more than four times as difficult to create a character with 7 characters and 31 characters.。This is a huge burden both time-wise and mentally.。On the other hand, haiku is still continuing.。This is why、Sometimes I compose tanka、If only the first 17 characters are considered a haiku,、I thought that I could kill two birds with one stone.。

I didn't think it would go that well、It was as expected。Important points even in tanka、What I want to say is the second half.。But、Then I noticed one thing。短歌の前半、つまり大したことではないところ、そこは風景や情景という、いわば「背景」を説明する部分。まさに「花鳥風月」の部分じゃないか。I see、俳句というのは大事なところをすっぱり切り捨て、七文字じゃとても言い切れないからと、読む人に思いっきり丸投げしてしまうブラック商法なのだなと。－ここでやっと「百人一首」に繋がるのだが、王朝時代のゆったりした叙景の「コツ」を覚えるには、万葉から新古今集あたりまでの名作がたった百首に絞り込まれた「百人一首」が一番手っ取り早いのではないかという、およそ趣味的ではない発想で、読んでみることにしたのだった。However、どうもこれがいろいろと後を引きそうな気配濃厚で、ある意味困っているところです。

January 5th。I couldn't help but worry about it、Challenge again to find the eggs of the chad grouse。From the back of the two camellia and the sasanka leaves that were barely left after eating a lot last year、Finally found it! That too, 15。It is said that from one egg mass, about 100 larvae hatch from an average of 100、1500It is said that the nearest animal was killed in advance。Great War Results。

It's not the same as the American Trump assassination of an active Iranian general.。He slams the wasp nest、He's just a naughty little boy who doesn't even think about what happens after that。A hornet、He's just a bad guy who stabs people、A brat who only has the belief that。But、I said, "I'll support you very much."、A fool who keeps holding up a golf club、There are so many people, it's a problem。These kinds of people are hornets from all over the world、(To prevent the clam grouse from occurring) It is safe to say that he is a barbarian who thinks that the answer would be solved by uprooting a fellow camellia tree (to eliminate the occurrence of chad grouse)。

Back to the topic。If you search online, the eggs of the chad grouse are exactly like the ones you'll find.。However、In fact, it is surprisingly small (diameter 7、8(About 1 cm)、I overlook it。This branch、Even though I've seen this leaf many times、I looked back a few more times and finally found it.、That's how it feels。Even if you find a turmeric egg mass、Don't touch it with your bare hands even if you make a mistake。It is covered with poisonous hair needles。

Chad moth eggs are not easily found。But、1If you find one, the second one、3I've gotten used to the one a little bit、It's easier to find。If you think about it、Even Chadukga is a kind of "bad guy" who has survived the history of biological selection.。Eggs are the most important for the survival of the species、Easy to find、It is only because they have come up with ways to not be wiped out that they have survived to the present day.。The hidden behind the major project of "preserving seeds."、It was also a valuable time to learn that there are so many different gimmicks hidden.。