hang out with a computer

Quiet Apple (CG)

Practicing the Illustrator app today too。I spent all morning yesterday and today unable to make anything.。It takes a long time to research each tool、It's quite tiring。To make matters worse, walking yesterday made my leg hurt the other day worse.。Walking for a few days”my jisyu”is。

When I go to my computer every day、当然ながら少しずつパソコンのことが分かるようになってくるパソコンと自分との接し方も考えるようになってくるパソコンを友人と考えるならこんなに有能で頼りがいのある友人なんて滅多にいるものじゃない。Besides,、どんな無理難題を吹っかけても腹を立てるでもなく差し出がましい口も利かない森さんも「女性のいる会議は長い」などと言わずオンラインの会議に慣れたほうが何倍も良かった

脱線してしまったが「パソコンのことが分かるようになる」とは使えるようになるということではないパソコンと自分との違い考え方の違いを感じるようになるという意味だパソコンにはハードソフトの開発者の歴史がわたしにもこれまでの人生経験がありそれがお互いの現在の考え方や行動の基準になっているその違いを認めないと始まらないということだパソコンの考え方に近づけばパソコンは素直に働くし考え方が違えばギクシャクする人間と同じ

on the other hand、パソコンはある意味で「社会」そのものでもある「世界」と言ってもいいもう「架空」ではなくすでに現実であるスーパーでお惣菜を買うのが現実ならパソコンで冷蔵庫を買うのも現実だ学校で授業を受けるのが現実なら先生がパソコンで勉強するのも現実だパソコンとの接し方は自分が主体であるかどうかそこにかかっているように見える自分にとって何が大切でどうなれば自分が幸せになれるのかそのためにパソコンが有用なら仲良くなればいいし要らないなら使えなくても何の問題もないそこはまだ現実の方が現実になっていない

practice a little、easily dented

"Logo mark practice" (I tried using the Adobe tutorial as a model)

There is a big app called "Illustrator"。It already has a long history that can be called a long-established app store.。I'm just an illustrator、I've heard that learning is almost essential for (human) illustrators.。Actually, I bought it over 20 years ago.。It's too difficult to do anything、I left it alone for about ten years、For the past few years, I've only been contracted for one month a year.、A “precipice app” that was only used for creating DMs。

I started it again yesterday。I signed a one-year contract late last year.、It's already been 3 months in vain。It wasn't like I was always slacking off.、At the same time, I purchased more than a dozen new and old apps at once, so I couldn't handle it all.。I also bought a tablet called iPad Air 4.、I was determined to use the coronavirus as an opportunity to partially change myself.。Computer every morning、fiddling with the tablet、Playing around with an app you've never seen before、I finally tried Photoshop and Illustrator again for the “Cliff App”。

If you try it、It takes several times more than expected to remember one thing.、It takes dozens of times longer。For example, as an exercise for creating a logo in the photo above.、Almost all day from 8am。It was 11pm when I was able to do it.。If you can do it, it will take less than 10 minutes.。It's embarrassing though、Still seems pretty normal。Even if you watch the video repeatedly, you still can't figure it out、I grab my son at mealtime and listen to him.。He solves the problem smoothly by repeating the screen a few times.。It takes less than a few minutes。After 10 minutes of explanation 3 times, he leaves.。Even after listening to it 3 times, I still get "..."、Take that as a hint and stick with it for a few more hours.。Attach a photo in the give-up email and ask again。律儀にメールを返してくれるのが申し訳ないなんでこんなことやろうと考えてしまったのかと反芻しているうちに何となく出来ちゃった・・・

「絵が描けなくても生きていけるけどパソコン(スマホ)ができないと買い物も病院にも(ごく近い将来)行けなくなるよ」と息子は言う無人コンビニが実際に増えつつある実情を考えるとそういった世界への過渡期なんだなとは思う。But、一様にずるずると流れるほど地球も平らではないぞ、I also think。

わたしが画像・映像アプリを買いその一つ一つを試している理由は必ずしもそうした現実(かどうか)に対応しようとしているだけではない既存の油絵水彩画その他の限界を感じているからでもある難しいし(機材代を考えると決して安いとも言えない)コストがあってもパソコン描画アプリは優れた画材だしかも日々進化しつづけている好きでも嫌いでもそれは自由だが無視はもうできないよ

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy Birthday to myself (CG)

Today was Ola's ○○th birthday.。Ten didn't cross my mind until yesterday.。When I was told, ``Tomorrow is my birthday,'' I said, ``I see.、That's right.''。I was just asked if I wanted to eat something delicious.、Nan couldn't think of anything either.。

for decades、I think I've eaten pictures that taste better than food.、I don't even think that I usually eat particularly bad food.、I said I don't need anything、On someone's birthday、If we buy something we want to eat、So I went to the supermarket in the evening.。I was surprised that there were more people than I expected.、I just let my guard down and bought a bottle of wine and a sausage.。After、One slightly unusual cup ramen。This is for tomorrow's lunch。

Today I will practice an app that I am not good at.。I was planning to do it only in the morning and start working on the canvas in the afternoon.、No way、It was difficult and difficult, but in the end it took all day.。If you watch the video, it will take less than a second.、I can't do it even if it takes more than an hour.、I'm here。Even if it happens to turn out well、The reason is that I'm selfish、Do it again dozens of times。Time to go well、It's like the difference when things go wrong.、It still doesn't click with me, does it?。

Well, take care of yourself.、I tried making something that looks like a birthday card by copying what I saw.。This is it。I didn't make it because it was my birthday, though.、I have to practice, so I decided to make it my assignment for today.。I'll practice tomorrow too.。