Time capsule

122011 Begonia watercolor F6 of the month

I received an envelope from my younger brother who is at home.。ah、The example document has been created.、I casually looked at the front and saw that the address was my son's name.。What is it?

A postcard was included along with a simple letter from my brother.、What he showed me was、I wrote this when my son was in the 4th grade of elementary school.、ten years later、It was a postcard addressed to me when I was 20 years old.。I was told to write down a valid address even after 10 years.、I wrote down my parents' address.。Personally, I'm sure I'll move (rather)、The desire to do so) is also visible there.。

Even my younger brother seemed taken aback.、It seems that not only us, but also the person himself had completely forgotten about it.。The postcard had a photo printed on it when the three of us went to Nasu.。Take the picture yourself using a tripod、At school, he wrote on postcards that he printed himself using a computer.。

ten years is short。From our parents' point of view、Children only grow physically, but their insides don't seem to have grown at all.。But the kid was 10 years old when he wrote that.。A future with the same length as your life up to that point, etc.、It must be far, far away。That's true even in light of my own memories.。

At the end of the postcard, it says, ``Dad.、I wonder how your mother is doing?。I hope he's not dead.''。For children、parents are more important than the country、closer than society、He is an irreplaceable person who protects me through my blood.。Without it, we cannot build dreams for the future.。parent's misfortune、bad luck、Incompetence casts a shadow on a child's future.。for a moment、What kind of umbrella should I carry?、I searched my heart to see what kind of shadow it was casting.。

The children who lost their parents in the Great East Japan Earthquake lost even that shadow.、I think again。What does "I hope I'm not dead" mean?、It also shows that children feel this reality in their hearts.。Ten years from now, you may feel unlucky and think, ``I wish my father had been a more socially decent person.''。

Children can't choose their parents。That's why children themselves need ideals.。I don't like children who respect their parents (they don't respect them before that)。(From a child's perspective) As long as parents provide food and money, that's enough.。Using parents as a stepping stone、If you can create your own world, that's fine.。I'm thinking of leaving a time capsule for myself 10 years from now.。 2012/1/28

It's finally time for a solo exhibition.。

ホニュウルイの風景 F6 2011

Finally a solo exhibition。I wasn't even prepared at all.、I'm going to Joyful now and buy some tapes.、I had the lazy nerve to try to put it up by rotating it around the frame instead of a frame.、I am astonished myself.。I haven't had time to even pick up a pen for the past few days (what about this blog?)。

His largest work is ``The Discus Thrower'', which ran for almost 300 issues (it was intentionally exhibited unfinished).。I would appreciate it if you could think about why you are throwing the discus at the venue.。The minimum is a few points of size 4。In terms of time, number 4、6issue takes the most time、The larger the size, the shorter the time it takes to draw.。It's not just this time、It's always the same。I think it's probably my own internal tendencies that lead to this result.。

“Landscape of Honyuului” is one of the exhibited works.。My impressions at this stage are、I actually feel like this might have been the true title this time.。Aside from my thoughts as an author、To everyone who sees it、something positive、negative things、I think everyone has different opinions.。please、I hope you hear it。 2011/12/06

What ends with "Vertigo" the last of the year?

HANA(水彩・部分)2011

A solo exhibition is just around the corner、Because I'm busy and I'm not feeling well.、The last challenge has stopped。

I guess it can't be helped that I'm busy、What bothers me is ``dizziness''。It started suddenly a few days ago in the morning.。

morning、The moment I tried to lift the futon、The ceiling begins to rotate、I fell down on the futon。``You didn't push yourself too hard yesterday, right?'' I thought to myself.。I thought it was caused by the strain on my neck, which has a hernia.。It subsided quickly, but、When I wake up again、The ceiling spins again。

fortunately、Those two times were all it took for the day.、I was nervous when driving the car.。I was worried about what would happen if I suddenly got dizzy.、I managed to finish the work。I don't have a headache though、I feel pressure in my head。When I measure my blood pressure, it's 125-92.。Regardless of the above, the minimum blood pressure is too high.。Normally my blood pressure is around 100-70.。Sometimes the top drops below 100、I'm so worried that I might have low blood pressure.、I was very interested in this 92.。I still get dizzy from time to time (even when I'm sleeping)。As far as I searched on the internet, it's benign.、It seems like it will heal within a few months if left alone.。

That day, I got a call from my brother at home.。I was nervous because there was a serious change in my father's condition.、We finally talked about transferring to a hospital closer to my hometown (until now, going to the hospital itself was、It was physically taxing.)。We decided to talk about various things going forward.。I'm also concerned about my father's condition.、After the solo exhibition ended, I felt a strong need to go to Aomori as soon as possible.。

In rural areas, there is a near critical shortage of doctors and hospitals (as a result, each hospital is overcrowded).、The burden on doctors increases、Full of elderly patients)。Even if I was able to transfer to a nearby hospital.、Without a car, visiting someone becomes a big job.。To Aomori、drive a car alone、have to come back。That in itself is a big burden、What should I do if I get dizzy on the way?、I have new concerns。This year until the very end、It looks like it's going to be a restless year。