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Even though it's already December, I'm getting anxious.、It's already been 8 days already。Nevertheless、what am i doing。

This week's average sleep time on the app is 4 hours and 18 minutes.。This is bad.、It's coming back to my waist。Whether you sleep or not、I need more time to lie down。Even if I lie down and read a book、I don't mind listening to the radio or working on my computer.、It's important to lie down anyway。

What shortens your sleep time、video editing。After 2am every day。Even when I get into the futon, my mind doesn't change、I can't sleep right away。Deep sleep comes near dawn。That's what the graph says。And wake up after 7 o'clock、Do some muscle training such as abdominal muscles。Fortunately, I'm feeling well at the moment.、Be careful。Anyway, if you want to draw a picture、Repeatedly making mistakes when editing videos、I feel kind of empty。

At times like this, all you can do is sleep。Let's go to bed early today (preferably before the date changes)。My head and body need to be healthy、I decided to believe in the superstition that good ideas never come to me.。By the way, the app says it's "normal" rather than sleep deprivation.。It seems that if you have deep sleep for more than 40 minutes, this will be the case.。I'm sure it said 42 minutes today.。The app says, ``We will make suggestions for a richer sleep.''。For the time being、I would like to decline that.。

With little time left in my life、I don't want to do something "meaningless" as much as possible = I want to do something meaningful、I was thinking。On the other hand、The idea that life originally has no meaning、Ever since I was in high school, I've always had a certain amount of space inside me.。

And、Turn on one or the other at your convenience、I turned it off and convinced myself on the spot.。That's because I thought the two ideas contradicted each other.、Actually、The older I get, the more I think that it's the same thing.。Rather than it being possible to turn on both、Rather, both should be on.、This is because I have come to understand that it is not possible to rely on one side alone.。

first、meaningless = meaningless、not、That it's a much more "active" blank space.。I need a white canvas to paint、It's easy to understand if you think about it。Another thing is that ``meaningless to someone'' is also ``meaningful to someone else.''。“It’s meaningful to everyone.”、That can't happen。Is it superstition?、Or it must be the result of some kind of brainwashing (for example, in the name of "education") (in this sense,、I believe that the merits and demerits of education should always be examined more deeply and calmly (rather than as something as small as a national level).、This is not the right place to say more than that.)。

In the place of creation、“Meaning” always starts from being denied.。Every single meaning is once denied。Not Hegel、A masterpiece is not a masterpiece。beautiful things are not beautiful。Creation can only take off from there.。“Such a thing、I wish you knew that I didn’t have to tell you.”、I feel like I might get a slight response from him in his curly Edo dialect.、It must be something like that。But、What's more important is that、We need to be even more proactive in creating more and more "meaninglessness."。live by that。To jump through a life that has been given meaning by someone、That's the only option。

11I wanted to upload this blog on the 29th of the month.、I'm tired and sinking。I was in the middle of editing a poinsettia production video.。I take a lot of time to edit videos (even though I'm slow at filming).。Even if it's elaborate、Not even cautious、Simply due to lack of knowledge。

There are 38 videos uploaded to the "Blue Seagull Painting Class" channel.、There are still about 10 videos that can be considered “videos”.。The oldest one is from around June.、Most of them are from August of this year onwards.。In fact, only recently have I been able to make it.。Moreover,、Just being able to make curves、I don't understand it properly at all.。

How to make a video ① Shooting → Camera knowledge/operating ability、②Edit → Knowledge and operation of editing software、Language skills such as narration、Musical knowledge such as BGM、③ Up → Basic knowledge related to media, etc. are essential.、There's a lot of "lack" in everything。It's not here though、Before these abilities、Requires planning ability to think about what needs to be done。This too? ? lights up。In a solo video、The author must also be an actor (voice actor).、This too? ? ? is。And planning ✕。

Frankly speaking、“Failure” rather than disqualification。I'm pretty disappointed myself, though.、However, the viewers still support us.。I don't even know who's looking at me, but、Recently, the entire channel has been viewed more than 150 times (by people?) every day.。It also supports the production of demos for videos.、members of the classroom。What are the expectations of these people? I want to respond to、Before you know it, it becomes your motivation.。