I can no longer play with pictures

“Playing with yellow leaves” Watercolor

here、During my usual walk。The yellow leaves (there were several large ginkgo trees next to them) were so beautiful.、I just took a photo。another day、in another place、A child scoops up fallen ginkgo leaves with his hands.、He threw it into the air and showered it on his head.。Mix such scenes on the screen。

As for how to draw a picture、“Pointillist style” is not generally recommended.。What is “stippling”?、At first glance、Even if it takes time、Seems technically simple。But when I try it、Since it is a painting、Of course it's not as simple as it first appears。
but、If you want to express the atmosphere of this pile of fallen leaves,、I felt that this way of drawing would be the easiest and closest to the feeling of skin.。

My mind remains like that of a drawing boy、Only my body has become an adult、In the process、I think about a lot of things when I draw a picture.、Studying colors and composition、I spent years working hard on things that were like training.。But、The truth is, that kind of thing has always been a ``troublesome'' thing.。It's "drawing"、Wouldn’t it be better if it was much more “easy”? That's the feeling、It has become especially strong recently.。

Basking in the autumn sun、I thought it would feel good to be among these fallen leaves.、That's all there is to it、How should I draw it?、Isn't it okay to draw while imagining how you would feel the same way? That's what I think、For some reason, it's already gone far away.。