overconfidence

“Summer Pond 3” Watercolor

Continuation of the day before yesterday's "I feel like I understand"、Wonder。It may be more like "presumption" than "overconfidence".、Well, that's about it。

body leans。stand up with one's legs。Just when I thought it would stop, for some reason I couldn't support myself and was thrown out.。take immediate action。I thought this would stop、I hit my face on the ground。That was a long time ago、What happened when I dodged a car on my bicycle。in short、I'm talking about muscle weakness.、In my head, I was confident in my physical strength (a long time ago).、I don't realize that it's overconfidence、An episode that can be found anywhere。

But、It's not all sad stories。Even now、Sometimes you can do things you couldn't do before.。Even in the paintings I've been drawing for decades.。Things I've been living without noticing、I realized it now、You can do it with practice、I recently had the experience of。Computers are also updated daily.、I started to feel distrustful of following it.、It's not like you can regain your confidence if you try.。 

This is not a "feeling issue"。Feelings alone can lead to overconfidence。There is no other way than to actually be able to do it and gain confidence.。If young people do 100、What I can do may be less than 10.、it is unavoidable。Don't be overconfident。get seriously injured。

I feel like I understand

"Water finger with decoy" watercolor、acrylic

Even though I feel like I understand、In fact, it is often not understood。If it's something you can try、Try it and you'll realize it。I can see it but I don't see it、I can hear the voice but I'm not listening。It means that you are reading the text, but you are not understanding it.。

Adding aging to this makes it even more difficult.。bad eyesight、Because I'm hard of hearing, people start making assumptions like "It's probably 〇〇".、Old knowledge that has not been upgraded、The misunderstandings and selfish memories that have accumulated throughout my life、I'm turning into stubbornness, but I don't realize it myself。It's actually scary、I don't know each day, but I spend my days in Buddhism.。

Being reminded of that、When involved in an incident or accident。Or maybe it's time to reach a major turning point.、It's nothing but fear。Not that much though、The other day I had a problem with my computer.。
Unable to back up some files、was displayed.。Message to save to cloud via OneDrive。I've had many bad experiences with OneDrive, so I don't want to use it if possible.、Microsoft wants to use it as much as possible.。reluctantly、Lured by the simple-sounding wording、I tried it with my own interpretation without properly understanding it.。After all, something terrible happened.。Audio data of the video being edited、Photos that I thought were completely unrelated、including documents etc.、My desktop was also taken away.。
In the end, I couldn't do anything on my own.、Help my son ! Be careful not to lose data、It took him a little while to recover.。I can't do it alone。At least the meaning of the term、I had to start over from that point.。I pretended like I understood、A painful burden。

It's hard to understand properly。Do it again and again、It can also be done from the opposite direction。It got to that point、Maybe it's the first time I can say, ``I understand.''。What I can say I understand、I don't have enough (not even 5) in one hand.、``I understand'' well.。

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"Nautilus、"Sake Utensils and Cymbidium" Watercolor F6

For a while now、I mentioned the other day that I hadn't uploaded any videos to YouTube.。I was busy though.、It's because I didn't feel like it any more.、I also wrote that。But、I continued doing watercolors.。

There was also a classroom, so it's only natural.、This person was motivated.。Therefore、"I didn't feel like doing anything" means、It was a little over the top。

Why did I become interested in watercolor?、It all started when I painted a “sunset”.。In watercolor, gradation and blur are felt to be the most watercolor-like.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Well then、You have to be able to do anything! If you think about it and try it、I can't do it as well as I think I can。100%、Perfect gradation every time、What should I do to get rid of the bleeding?、What if I thought about it?、So I just happened to end up making a series of them.。

In a row、I created a video called ``Drawing a Sunset - Watercolor'' with gradation and blur as one of the themes.。try it、I became even more aware that gradations and blurring are “crazy”。Either watercolor or oil painting、You can draw as many details as you want, but、The theme is blur that is difficult to control.、I made this my current task.。And、How can this be developed in oil painting?、When I started thinking about that、I feel like I can no longer remain in a state of lethargy.。I'm not saying that lethargy is bad.。