i like naked。Even in the sense of "nude"、It also doesn't mean stripping (wearing nothing).。“Naked” like a baby。In that sense、You can also write "naked" in kanji as "naked".、I like that pronunciation too。
But、I don't like "naked" when it's used in other ways.。
It's hard to be naked。It's also difficult to strip in public.、Being naked like a baby、Maybe it's something I can never do again。any baby、Looks best naked。I want to be like that、I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、I want to cherish my heart of wanting to be like that.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。
Smooth is not good。No need for smoothness。than that、Rather, it is more beautiful with sharp thorns.。The thorns are so delicate that you won't even notice that you've been stung.、Sensitive and sometimes painful thorns are also good。a little dull、I also like the worn-out thorns.。I never get tired of looking at the cacti by the window.。
no one cares、whenever you want、do what you like、that's freedom。- “That’s not true.”、A Zen monk says:。it's stuck on me。whenever you like、What I like、Many of them are temporary、ephemeral、Maybe it wouldn't matter if you waited a little bit.、It's something like、and。
I wake up at 3 a.m. and start taking care of myself.。It's never been a hassle (= a hassle)、I do it because in hindsight I think it was a good idea after all.。At that time、I don't mind if I sleep a little longer (freedom)、I'll regret it later。Daily routine is set。No need to think about what to do (freedom from thinking)。that's why、What kind of being am I?、What am I?、You can spend a lot of time freely、friend。
I see.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。he is a foreigner、Since I was young, I felt that I wanted to live more freely.、leave your parents、leave the country、away from work、He said he came to a Japanese temple.。However, in training there is no freedom at all.、I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、No one says anything even if I do what I want, but I become more and more isolated.。I can't even read the scriptures、no one will tell me。become lonely、I wanted to go back to my country。But, “What will I do when I return to my country?”。―Everything starts from me―That’s why、“Return to yourself” again。The world has changed since then、That's called。
I see.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Return to yourself - do what you really want to do、momentary、not instantaneously。what to do for that。-Rather than trying to get something、To throw away、To be empty – yes.、I remember receiving the same advice.。I guess that's why you started studying about Buddhism again.。 -If what you really want to do is not expressed、I wonder if such expressions will eventually become nothing more than a kind of ``deceptive'' kind of thing.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。After all, it is precisely through this kind of expression that money and fame can be earned - and it is difficult to throw it away (which I think is different from "giving up").、severity、and think about your own expression。
Although the boy T was timid,、It was also cruel。When I played with friends, I sometimes got a little shy and fidgeted behind my back.、I get bolder when I'm alone、Surprisingly, he had no problem killing living things.。 Most of his prey are small animals、The most common one was frogs.。When the snow melts、Frogs are wriggling everywhere out of nowhere.。Shoot it with a handmade bow。The arrow is a stem of pampas grass、There were many around。cut it at a sharp angle with a knife、If you stick it into the loose ground, mud will get into the hollow inside the stem.、Only the tip becomes moderately heavy.。Arrows don't fly well unless they have a heavy tip.。
strangely、The awareness that you are killing a frog、It didn't occur to him at all。Rather, I was concentrating on shooting the arrow accurately.。A frog is a formidable enemy、To him, the frog was just a slow-moving target.。And it wasn't just his game.。All my friends have bows that they made themselves.、Similarly, use a frog as a practice table.、They were enthusiastically competing with each other to improve their archery skills.。Eventually it will get warmer、By the time you hear the frog's voice coming from the rice field、I completely forgot about the bow and the frog that was shot.、I became obsessed with chasing small fish.。 Small fish are also just one of his playthings.、For him, it was not a ``living thing'' but a ``moving object'' called a ``fish.''。A little different from a frog、Sometimes I just take it home and eat it.。Most of the time, it's only up to the point where you catch a fish.、he wasn't interested。After catching、I didn't even remember what I did with the little fish.。just to catch。more quickly、The harder it is to catch、The little fish piqued his interest.。small fish caught、It twists violently in my hand、The tickling sensation made him ecstatic.。And tiny scales shining in the slime、The beauty of the faintly emerging spots、I didn't even think of the word beautiful, I felt it.。
After getting a little older、The target prey has also become larger.。Frogs and small fish have already graduated.。The time for free diving and fishing has passed.、When the akebia and wild grapes have finished growing and winter has arrived,、The Ts started hunting hares.。Both meat and fur are certainly useful.、His friends were also walking around in the snow for that purpose.、The center of his interest was in catching it.。Investigate the ecology of prey、to catch in a way that exceeds one's ability。That is T's wish.、It was ideal。When the other boys got tired of hunting rabbits and stopped going to the mountains.、At last the fox became his object.。
The fox is、The vigilance and scrupulousness befitting his opponent.、and had intelligence and power。Immediately he marveled at the fox's abilities.、I began to feel a kind of admiration.。I want to capture this beautiful and excellent prey with my own strength.、On the other hand, please overcome the trap you have set for yourself.、I want you to survive。I started to have such contradictory feelings towards the fox.。 "What should I do if I get caught in a trap?。”This time he too、I couldn't help but think seriously about what would happen after I captured it.。What he's aiming for now is、Considering the size of footprints、I expected it to be some big deal.。Probably about a medium sized dog.。It was hanging from the long press in my grandfather's room.、He thought of a large fox scarf that was almost as tall as he was.。-It might be bigger than that-when it got caught in the trap、T imagined desperate resistance.。"The most dangerous and difficult thing to do is to let them escape.。” he kept repeating in his head.、I tried simulating how to successfully escape.、I couldn't think of a good way。bitten by sharp fangs、There is a greater chance that you will be seriously injured.。-I have no choice but to kill him quickly.、how? Close the prey's escape route、It's more than just pushing you into a bad footing.、My foothold is barely wide enough、It's slanted and frozen。If your foot slips, you will fall into the deep abyss beneath your feet.。Even if I beat you to death with a club、Directly overhead, thin branches intertwine like a net.。- There's no space to raise a club - He slowly plays the scene in the back of his mind.、I kept repeating it as if verifying it with a detailed video.。
That's all about Boy T's story.。In my dreams, T still sometimes chases his prey.、It seems like he has no desire to catch me anymore.。However, the tension of cornering them and、The true coolness of animals escaping that、I have a feeling that I never want to wake up from a dream - that's what T always says when he wakes up from a dream.。
