Category: Talk

Every time I look at the camellia fruits (and seeds), I see the universe.、In fact, there may actually be something called "truth".、makes me feel empty-hearted。

Have you ever tried to separate a camellia fruit?。Even people who plant camellias in their gardens、Maybe you don't have that experience.。Before you know it, the fruit will burst、It is normal for the seeds to fall to the ground.。
but、I happened to be picking the fruit before it burst.、can see it。(Visually) there is a very simple seed there.、how were they connected、If you try to put them together, it becomes a very difficult puzzle.。Even though there are only this many、All have subtle convex and concave surfaces.、As long as it is three-dimensional、Enjoyable enough for puzzle lovers。

The camellia flower is of course beautiful, but、I am deeply fascinated by the mysterious charm of bursting fruit shells and seeds.。And、I can feel the beautiful “mathematics” there.。Especially for that species、Even though they look similar to each other, no two shapes are the same.、It makes me strongly aware that。That's probably、Each seed is not independent like pumpkin or apple seeds.、I guess it depends on how the seeds stick together.、Even so, each and every one of them、sharp, streamlined curves、have a curved surface、It's a beauty that I would call "mathematical" rather than "biological."。
It is well known that the Nautilus spiral matches the Fibonacci sequence.。I'm sure that such "mathematical logic" exists in camellia seeds as well.、dream about。

"Mysterious" is different from "unintelligible"。that's another dimension。The wonder is、At first glance, it seems easy to understand、“The more I think about it,、It's about the depth that draws you further (and you should be able to understand it properly in the end)、be believed)。Camellia seeds are filled with “100% wonder”。
I was not good at mathematics, but、I wish I had a teacher who taught me this kind of mystery when I was a child.、I would have loved math 1000 times more than I do now.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

I had a slightly strange dream。Somewhere deep in the mountains。It's completely different from my hometown、Somehow I have a feeling of déjà vu、Apparently for a while、It feels like I lived here。Because some of my relatives live there.。the、An old woman who seems to be a relative and is two or three years older than me once learned this lesson.、There is a teacher who lives here.、For some reason, he led me to that person's house.。

I was away so I was about to go home.、the teacher is back。When I look at it, it looks like a junior high school or high school girl.。Computationally、Even though he must be at least 80 years old, he has no wrinkles.、For pure white and smooth skin like marshmallow、large, almond-shaped eyes。The nose is clearly small、A little pointy like Pinocchio。

While wondering about his abnormal youth, I was invited inside.。There is a small space just inside the entrance.、When you look up, you'll see a hole that looks like you're looking up from the bottom of a cone.。It's not as elegant as a dome ceiling.。What kind of hole is that?、I move to the living room with an even more strange feeling.。For some reason, items from my memory are placed here and there.。I don't remember if I said "Hey!"、When I approached and tried to take it in my hand,、I feel like my body is floating somehow。
Even when I look at my feet, I don't see anything floating around.。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、Taking another step、This time I don't feel like I've stepped on the floor.。When I looked at my feet again, they were floating about 10 centimeters!

Also look at the second floor、So I went back to the entrance hall.、go under the conical hole。Then, the teacher's body was sucked up into that hole.。Me and my aunt will follow.。
― (snip) ― “Why are you so young, Professor?” I asked as if letting out the breath I had been holding.。``This house is a mysterious house.、There are places where there is no gravity.。” “Because there is no pressure of gravity on your body.”、Your face and body aren't drooping.'' ``Maybe that's why,'' he smiles.。―(Omitted)―
　

言霊（ことだま）というのは、むかし文章を書く人たちの間で「一つ一つの語句、文にも魂が宿り人に伝わるから、けっしていい加減な言葉をつかうべきではない」という戒めとして、よく言われていたらしい。

わたしはひねくれものだから、絵画などの造形表現がそうであるように、革新・破壊をもっとする方が良い、などとまるで今のトランプ氏のような考えで、言霊なる単語自体を軽視していた。

But、最近になって、それはわたしの浅はかな理解だったのではないか、と思うことが多くなった。それはむしろ「有言実行」に近い意味を持っているのではないか、This person is building his "own" snowboard "road"。有言云々もまた少し解釈がずれるが、それ自体が逆説的な言い方であって、「『実行（実現）したいならば』有言する意」でもあり得ると。
　他人に対してだろうと、自分に対してだろうと「言葉に出して言う（書く）」ことは、その瞬間からそれは自分を離れて独立した一つの「新たな存在」となる。その存在が自分を縛り、同時に先へ進める推進力ともなる。そんな意味を持っているのではないか、That's what it means。むろん、もともとの意味は初めに述べた通りであろうが。

言葉を慎めと言うだけでなく、可能にしたいことを言葉にすべきだということ。そしてさらに言えば、望まないことを言葉にしないということにもなるかもしれない。いわゆる「忌み言葉」には、きっとそういう感覚が宿っているのだろう。言霊のほうが自分より上位になって、自分自身を変えかねないという、ある意味で怖い感覚でもある。「良き言葉、悪しき言葉も自分に還る」それが言霊の真意ではないかと。