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Astronaut (part) f4 Mixed-medium 2011

The results of the general election for AKB48 were announced yesterday.、that's right。I've seen it on the internet several times、I don't even know how many people there are in total、I don't know the personal name or song name at all。Apparently there are two and three troops.、A huge number of members? I wonder what it is。One television called it a "social phenomenon."、If that's the case、I'm not interested in social phenomena、It seems to be a recluse。

Murakami Haruki won the Literary Award in Catalonia, Spain、The speech addressed the issue of nuclear power plants.、He emphasized two points: abolishing nuclear power and a breaking away from the "efficiency-oriented" philosophy.、It's been a bit of a hot topic。Before that, he received a similar award in Israel.、The speech there was also a hot topic。I read the full speech this time、It's not something that's really important。But it's being talked about in itself、It's the No. 1 candidate for the Nobel Prize.。To me、It was more of a story that female readers were asking for kisses one after another at the autograph session, and it took a lot of time.、It felt very Spanish and interesting.。

Even so, Japanese politicians are、I can't help but wonder why it's out of focus so far。It's not that we haven't responded to the earthquake、It's not that they haven't tried to resolve the accident.、It's not wrong to hurry up to pass because we need a budget.、I don't think it's a target。Even though you're hungry, you're bragging about how your food is pooping in front of a sample in the cafeteria? Moreover, there are actually no one who has actually eaten it...。Furthermore, I can't see any angry people lined up behind me.。In short, they are troubled people。Even in disaster-stricken areas, there are strange sense of priority in local areas.、I also heard that a sense of territory is beginning to develop.。Not caught by the branches、I want to transplant straight eyes like a child into patients with political cataracts.。    2011/6/11

Why draw a picture

White rose (part) f8 watorcolor 2011/6/8

3Since the 11th month、I'm suffering from a huge shock almost every month.。I would have thought that compared to those affected by the tsunami...、The shock that continues is as severe as I have ever experienced before.。

I'll think about various solutions、At the moment, I'm feeling anxious and frustrated.、I'm sending days without any means。Time won't solve anything、It's the point where I can't get anything。

The shock of the earthquake was so shocking that I didn't feel like drawing anything.。I think I have to draw it now to be mentally stable、It feels like my head and body are finally following me。

But、It's certain that drawing will make you feel relieved, even if it's just a moment.。My head starts to move、I feel my body relaxing too。For me, the art seems more grateful than myself。I'll keep drawing somehow、I think I want to draw a picture that is dedicated to a picture。   2011/6/8

アトリエの友

アンスリウムなど  f6 watercolor 2011/6/4

アトリエの友とはアトリエの必需品のこと画材以外のたとえば制作の前に必ずお線香をあげる人がいればそれのこと私の師(彫刻家)はそうだったもちろん蚊取り線香ではないよ非常にいい香りの(白檀という香木を原料にしたもの)長さ30センチはある線香をたて自分への誓いをつぶやき確認してから毎日の制作に入っていた燃え尽きるまで2時間以上はかかったと思う私も一時真似をしてそれより1ランク下の線香を立ててから制作したことがあるとてもいい香りで確かに落ち着き集中力が増すような気はしたがお金が続かなかった毎日1本となるとねその頃は筆もほぼ毎日1本擦り切れ年間300本の筆を消費していたからそちらのお金が優先だったし・・・今よりずっと頑張っていたなあと思いだすとちょっと悔しい

今はデッキチェアがアトリエの友だ最近は睡眠時間が滅茶苦茶になってしまい夜・昼関係なくいつ眠くなるかわからなくなってしまった運転中に急激に眠くなりぶつかりそうになったことも何度か夜も眠くなるから寝るというのでなく寝ないとまずいから寝るという感じ制作中突然眠くなるほんの少し時間を措くともう眠ることはできないので時を逃さず急いで眠る折りたたみのデッキチェアとアイマスクが今は必需品二か月前は考えもしなかったが

S氏という画家がいる顔だらけのユニークな画風で有名だがこの人のアトリエの真ん中には何故か「島」がある床を海に見立てると二段ほどの崖を経て上が平らな二畳ほどの広さの台地状の島に見える眠くなればすぐ横になるための設備だという

ある美術雑誌に掲載されたこの島に寝転んでいるS氏の写真を見て大笑いした画家のアトリエとは想像もできないまるで阿片窟(見たことはない想像で)に横たわる中毒患者そのままの異様な感じの写真だったお客とはこの2畳ばかりの島で向き合ってお茶を飲む男同士ではあまり居心地の良くない島だった  2011/6/4