Is it too much to go back to basics?

Even such a ridiculous image... (CG)

Even a ridiculously simple image like this、I'm done with everything I've done、It took hours to draw。called illustrator、It's an app that everyone knows by name.。I have already uploaded Illustrator images several times on this blog.、This image is by far the most ridiculous.。For example, the DM design for the blue seagull exhibition.、Actually, it was drawn using the same illustrator.。

Official tutorial for this app、I drew it by imitating step 1 of the introduction.。I've been using Illustrator for over 20 years.、Use another app when drawing、This one is only for layout。I only used it a few times a year、In the back of my mind, I thought, ``If only I could master this thing.、I thought, ``Maybe I can do something more interesting.''。Is that because of Corona? I went back to being a complete beginner.。

This has a shape tool.、A simple shape like this、Used for simple painting, etc.。When you look at a picture of an expert、How to use this simple shape with terrifying skill、On the contrary, it can be seen that this simplicity is used as a weapon.。—I understand, but、I didn't feel like doing it - it was difficult、It's a hassle、Considering the time it takes to remember it、I thought it was very impossible。Even now, my opinion hasn't changed at all.、For some reason I took the step、The temptation that burrowed into my mind was, “If only I could master this...”、Maybe it's because my brain has already been infected by the coronavirus.。

At this rate, it wouldn't be surprising if I gave up at any time.。'Cause I feel like I've become an idiot、It's really hard - it's not fun at all。But、That's what studying is all about.、I mean, I only have donkey-like endurance like a human.。I can't do math at all (even now)、I have a dream that if I understood mathematics, I would see the world differently.。I can't challenge mathematics anymore.、I'm thinking of holding out just a little longer.。

arrogant

"Clematis" (CG)

"Arrogant" is "an air of conceit" or "an attitude that looks down on others."。In terms of people, I'd say someone who doesn't have a nose for it.、Many people don't think that it's about them.。But in reality, you and I are both “nasty people.”、Maybe。

``I'' am extremely humble about my heart.、Unexpectedly, you whine...and honestly express your desires.。that's why、I am "honest" and "humble"、That's what I think、What's wrong with "the way you look to others"?、It seems better to think of yourself as a different person than "the way you see yourself."。

I don't fall into the category of "rich people"、Many people (in Japan) seem to think so.。Well, compared to Bill Gates or Jeff Bezos.、hey。But、I think there are about 90% of people who think they have a little more room than the house next door.。or、I think there are about 70% of people who think it's a little higher than the average for Japan as a whole (even if it doesn't match mathematically).、This is intuitive)。

I don't have enough money to buy anything I want、For the time being, I don't have any worries about my immediate life.People who feel that way are (according to my own definition) "rich" (happy?)。—It's okay if you don't bother to show us your savings passbook.。It's an emotional thing。

-but、That's the starting point of "arrogance"。Even if you actually have less money than elsewhere、Just think, ``I have something better than my neighbor.''、People easily become arrogant。yes、A small “sense of superiority” is the “seed of arrogance”。Everyone wants to have at least a small sense of superiority.、I feel like it's better for mental health as well.。—It doesn't contradict the self-affirmation of being "honest" and "humble."。(continued from this section)

own responsibility

Editing a sketch video, as this is an unfamiliar task.、Remembering one by one...

recent years、One of the words that has suddenly become more frequently used。The ``self-help'' part of ``self-help, mutual assistance, and public assistance'' that was first advocated by the Suga administration.。of course、The word itself has been used since ancient times。Now that it's here, it's suddenly becoming more common.、Perhaps it's because the proper way of thinking of "clarifying the responsible party" has become established.、It seems like that's not the case、The exact opposite。In other words、People who don't want to take responsibility that they should take、苦情や被害?を訴える人たちに「それはオレに関係ない」という代わりに「それはあなたの自己責任」と責任を本人に押しつけつつ同時に自らは「自己責任」逃避の意味合いをじわり強調するニュアンスで使い始めたものだと思う

その証拠に「自己責任」を云々する側はほぼ常に自治体や役所などの公的機関、Organization、会社などの組織要するに管理者側親から子へも「それはあんたの自己責任でしょ!」などと「管理的」になるときに遣う要するに「上から目線の用語」なのだ

それに「自己責任」って今さら言うけどこれまで庶民が自己責任でなかった時代ってあったのだろうか?「同じ五体満足なのに」○○ができない=努力が足りない=自己責任→✕「同級生で○○は成功しているのに」▽△は貧乏だ=努力が足りない=自己責任→✕「クラスの◇さんは成績いいのに」お前は頭悪い=努力が足りない=自己責任→✕というぐあいに押し付けられてきたのではなかったか「同じ」?「五体」?「満足」?五体満足って手や足の本数のことだけか?「同じ」っていうのはどこでわかる?そもそも顔が違うぜよ同級生だからって生活環境まで同じわけないし勉強の環境だって皆違うそれを一切無視して「努力が足りない」と責任を一方的に個人に押しつけるための方便が「自己責任」という語の「現代的使用法」になったのではないか

反対に考えると「貧乏だ」→「会社が倒産・リストラ」→「景気悪い」→「中小企業」→「大学格差」→「勉強環境悪い」→「貧乏だ」というサイクルや「貧乏だ」→「会社が倒産・リストラ」→「景気悪い」→「経済政策失敗」→「政治(家)が悪い」→「選んだ国民がアホだ」→「教育が悪い」→「国民が求めていない」→「目先のことだけ」→「貧乏だから」この矢印を逆に見ると個人的になるし矢印のように進むと責任を取るべき主体が変わってくる「自己責任」の意味が見えてくると思う

「自己責任」という語は他者に対して遣うべき言葉ではないそれを自らの心の中にいつもしっかり持っているならばあえて口に出す必要のない言葉だ「自己責任」をさも当然のように政治家やマスコミが使用するのを見聞きするたび「自己責任を取っていない証拠だな」と思う