Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

オレンジピール

クッキーかなと、頂いたピンクの袋を開けたらオレンジピール。春になったのを感じた。妻の実家には夏ミカンの木がたくさんあり、子どもがまだ小さい頃は休みの度に連れて行き、その実をもいだものだった。

自分の頭ぐらいの大きな実をもぎ取る体験が非日常的でエキサイトするから、使う目的も無くやたらに摘み取ってしまう。one day、山のように盛り上がった夏ミカンをどうしようか頭の隅で悩みつつ、オレンジピール作りを子どもに持ちかけた。ガス代とグラニュー糖代の方がかかるとの反対を押し切って、はじめて二人だけで作ってみた。苦みがあり、チョコレートも無かったが、とても喜んでくれた。どっさり作ってしばらく楽しんだいい思い出だ。

それ以来、子どもを喜ばすことなどやってあげた記憶がほとんどない。自分のことだけで一杯一杯だった気がする。いまさら反省したって遅いが―「へぇーっ、チョコレートのボリュームがすごいね」と息子。やっぱり買ったものとは違うね、と妻。「これは夏ミカンじゃないね。苦みがないもの」とわたし。

ah、気持に余裕がないなあ。気分的なものだけでなく、すべてに余裕がなくなってきた。生きている残り時間も含めて。せめてわたしも、何か美味しいものを自分で作るだけの気持を取り戻したいなあ。

I did it

I did it。I did it。I did it、I did it。

I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated。

I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、Not about this sketch。Not about this sketch、Not about this sketch。Not about this sketch、Not about this sketch。Not about this sketch。As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body。As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body、As I draw, I get rid of tension from my body。

Coffee morning

Feb

Feb、Feb。Feb。Feb、Feb。

The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant。of course、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant、The world economy is stagnant。The world economy is stagnant、Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.、Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.。

Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.。Outside of Japan, the business format will be flat or rather changed with Corona as an opportunity.、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"。Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"、Finally, I've come to understand the "taste of coffee"。

Tea would be the same。Tea would be the same、Tea would be the same。Tea would be the same、Tea would be the same。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness、A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness、A cup of coffee has given me peace and quiet positiveness。