Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

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今日は篭を描いていた(under production。左の筆は見せかけだけ）

今日は水彩で篭を描き、撮影の練習もしてみた。絵を描くのはいいとして、I'm not good at photography etc.。Although I use a camera, I don't have much interest in the camera itself.、したがって知識も薄い。いい加減に使うから結果もそれなり。だから興味が湧かない・・・の悪いループにはまり込んでいる。自分にとってカメラを使うことは必須なのだから、興味云々ではなく知識・体験を得ることも必然なはず。なのにそうしてこなかった。逃げていたのだ。

いまさら、Although、Based on the average lifespan of Japanese people, there is a possibility that they will live another 10 years.。How many years out of those 10 years will it take?、I'm not sure if I'll be able to acquire proper photography knowledge though.、I feel like I'll probably have more fun if I do that.。It's really too late now。I didn't even realize that my butt was on fire、it disappears、It's so burnt that it's almost turning into ashes、I finally notice this dullness。It's been 20 years since someone told me, "You realized it too late."。

What I'm not good at is filming (especially during production).、一つには「描き方をカメラに合わせる」からだ。写真では紙をテーブルに貼り付けてある。カメラが固定されているから、それに合わせているわけだ。普段はこんなことしない。紙は上下左右、その時々で描きやすい方に傾け、回転させながら描く。水平にしたり、I also lean it up.。Just fix the paper and it will look like、I feel like a criminal on a crucifixion table。

I usually shoot with 2 or 3 cameras.、It seems like they use cuts from good angles at the time.。However, I only have one (maybe two if you include a smartphone?)、Above all, it's small and there isn't that much space.、Whining like that won't work anywhere。- Secure it at any cost if necessary - It's certainly as I said.。I'm sorry.。
But oh well、Even if I couldn't shoot well、It gave me an opportunity to draw one anyway.。At that point、chonchon。

I’m happy, just now.

Apple-Rural(almost finished)

Almost finished。I feel a sense of freedom only at this moment when I hang up my brush.。If this were the night, I would want to have a drink.、It's noon now, so even if it's the same cup of coffee, I prefer coffee.。It's getting cold this evening、What's up there?、Start thinking about how to fix this.。That's why this moment is precious。

Since I started drawing、Approximately 1 month。in my case、On average, large pieces seem to be finished faster than small pieces.。It probably depends on whether or not you prepare in advance.。I often start drawing small pieces just from an idea (though that's also a good thing).、Sometimes it stops in the middle。Then、Like coal tar that never dries、It's been clinging to me for years (although that may not be a bad thing)。that's why、In any case, we need to reach the end in the shortest possible way.。After that, I will add it carefully.、It's good to step up to new works.。

There's a war going on in Ukraine。In the midst of this、How can you draw a picture that looks like the wrinkles in your brain have fully grown out (and it’s “rural”!)、living on the same earth、I wondered if it could be said that we were breathing the atmosphere of the same era. I was anxious to create pictures that were more representative of the modern era.、that's modern、I think these days。
There are mercenaries who go to other countries to kill people in order to feed their families.。On the other hand, there is also work to mourn the victims.。Some companies make bombs and weapons.、There are companies that make medicines to heal those wounds.。There is a world where there is always an opportunity to learn.、Some children have no access to education throughout their lives.。that's the world。and where they are deep、I finally understand that we are all connected.。in the world、Nothing is unrelated to anything else.。

do what you can。Don't overdo it、But sincerely。That's already difficult。

Sunday

Currently working on watercolors (does not rely on photographs)、I value seeing and drawing)

今日はカメラからパソコンへのデータ転送とカメラのメモリーに空きを作っていた（メモリーカードを買えば済む話だけど）。

カメラはいつでも使える状態にしておかなくてはならないから、データ転送を優先する。転送とデータ削除を切り替えながら、ついでにパソコン内の他の写真、ビデオも保存するかどうかチェック。最近の課題なのに、こんな画像があったことをもう忘れていた。

描かないとすぐ忘れてしまうし、描けなくなる。年を取れば誰でも目は衰えるし、手も震えてくる。ひとつ覚えるのにも時間がかかり、せっかく覚えても、そばから忘れていく。「衰え」が「いい味」になるには別の次元の能力がたぶん要る。Moreover,、練習して獲得できるものでもないような気もする。

But、Oh dear、そんなこと考えたってどうにかなるものでもない。気が向いたら、とりあえずまた何か描いておこう、そんな気になった。