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"Nautilus、"Sake Utensils and Cymbidium" Watercolor F6

For a while now、I mentioned the other day that I hadn't uploaded any videos to YouTube.。I was busy though.、It's because I didn't feel like it any more.、I also wrote that。But、I continued doing watercolors.。

There was also a classroom, so it's only natural.、This person was motivated.。Therefore、"I didn't feel like doing anything" means、It was a little over the top。

Why did I become interested in watercolor?、It all started when I painted a “sunset”.。In watercolor, gradation and blur are felt to be the most watercolor-like.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Well then、You have to be able to do anything! If you think about it and try it、I can't do it as well as I think I can。100%、Perfect gradation every time、What should I do to get rid of the bleeding?、What if I thought about it?、So I just happened to end up making a series of them.。

In a row、I created a video called ``Drawing a Sunset - Watercolor'' with gradation and blur as one of the themes.。try it、I became even more aware that gradations and blurring are “crazy”。Either watercolor or oil painting、You can draw as many details as you want, but、The theme is blur that is difficult to control.、I made this my current task.。And、How can this be developed in oil painting?、When I started thinking about that、I feel like I can no longer remain in a state of lethargy.。I'm not saying that lethargy is bad.。

Butsumetsu

"Summer Pond" Watercolor、F6

Butsumetsu seems to mean "a day without Buddha"。Even Buddha, who is busy saving people,、I guess you need rest days just like humans.。that's why、On that day, each sentient being should protect himself/herself.、and。

i am a buddhist、isn't it。There's no Buddhist altar、I don't bother going back to my parents' house and visiting their graves just because it's Obon.。Oh dear、The closest thing to saying is that I have no religion.。But、When something bad happens, I think, ``I wonder if I'll die today.''、That's the only time it comes to mind。Yesterday was also a disaster。

Feeling bad all day、Rather, I've been thinking about it over and over again since last night.、I couldn't sleep well。After one night, today is Daan。On the other hand, if it's a big discount, I think something good might happen.、I don't usually worry about this。For me, it's cash.。

In the afternoon, I looked at the drawings of people in the classroom.、I drew a little picture myself.。look at pictures、draw。on second thoughts、There's no better change of pace than this。It's cheap。

50 I uploaded it for the first time in a day!

7Month 21st (Sun) 7:00I uploaded it to

5since month 30、50Uploaded for the first time in a day。on the way、Even though I've thought about quitting YouTube many times,、I was wavering between "What should I do if I stop?" but I managed to row.。

This video was shot on Sunday, July 7th.。Up in 2 weeks。My life cycle revolves around every two weeks.、There's nothing I can't do at this pace every time.。

Why didn't you make a video for 50 days?。Being busy was busy、Although there were some problems such as the keyboard breaking.、The real reason was that I couldn't maintain motivation.。YouTube is not without hope though.、cannot be perceived as real。While I was thinking about various things、My feeling of giving up has become stronger。
I don't even want to watch my own channel anymore、The number of views also decreased by one-third.。already、I didn't care anymore and moved further away。

I have to draw a proper picture。For that reason now、what should i do at this moment。Sea urchins seem to be doing their usual rounds.、Like a slight amount of fat on your stomach、My love for videos has returned。on a long vacation、There must be some viewers who thought the channel had been discontinued.。needed a break。