I feel like I understand

"Water finger with decoy" watercolor、acrylic

Even though I feel like I understand、In fact, it is often not understood。If it's something you can try、Try it and you'll realize it。I can see it but I don't see it、I can hear the voice but I'm not listening。It means that you are reading the text, but you are not understanding it.。

Adding aging to this makes it even more difficult.。bad eyesight、Because I'm hard of hearing, people start making assumptions like "It's probably 〇〇".、Old knowledge that has not been upgraded、The misunderstandings and selfish memories that have accumulated throughout my life、I'm turning into stubbornness, but I don't realize it myself。It's actually scary、I don't know each day, but I spend my days in Buddhism.。

Being reminded of that、When involved in an incident or accident。Or maybe it's time to reach a major turning point.、It's nothing but fear。Not that much though、The other day I had a problem with my computer.。
Unable to back up some files、was displayed.。Message to save to cloud via OneDrive。I've had many bad experiences with OneDrive, so I don't want to use it if possible.、Microsoft wants to use it as much as possible.。reluctantly、Lured by the simple-sounding wording、I tried it with my own interpretation without properly understanding it.。After all, something terrible happened.。Audio data of the video being edited、Photos that I thought were completely unrelated、including documents etc.、My desktop was also taken away.。
In the end, I couldn't do anything on my own.、Help my son ! Be careful not to lose data、It took him a little while to recover.。I can't do it alone。At least the meaning of the term、I had to start over from that point.。I pretended like I understood、A painful burden。

It's hard to understand properly。Do it again and again、It can also be done from the opposite direction。It got to that point、Maybe it's the first time I can say, ``I understand.''。What I can say I understand、I don't have enough (not even 5) in one hand.、``I understand'' well.。

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Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

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