12I uploaded a video for the first time in a while。If you have time、I would like you to take a look。It’s been 8 days since I last blogged.。I also wrote articles、It wasn't that I wasn't feeling well either.、Up it、I just didn't feel like reading it at all.。
Probably many Japanese people (about 90%?) have it.、I think I also have a very mild case of depression.。I guess that shows up sometimes。Then、There's no point in doing anything、I feel like、I feel like throwing away unfinished business.。On the other hand、"Light" means、listen to good music、When I see a good picture、Immediately I felt energized and said, ``Let's go a little further.''。Then I think I'll stop.。
all last year、作品発表のほとんどの場から身を引きました。Looking at the big picture、わたしはどんどん「社会」から後じさりしているようです。going out into society、Must be involved with society、生きていくことが難しいように世の中は作られているのですが、I want to be alone if possible、I've had this personality since childhood.、It seems like not much has changed。However,、grow a field by yourself、I don't have the knowledge or ability to catch fish and become self-sufficient.、It's just a wish、I really can't live alone。
There is currently a painting class.、That is the point of contact with society.。don't draw、I rarely have contact with people I'm not interested in.。with society、I have never made any effort to expand my contacts outside of painting (I was not proactive even with painting).。In that sense、I am a social “misfit”、I'm positioning myself。I don't think it's "unsuitable" though.、I guess I'm the type who can't bond well (I don't even like the word "bond")。
I don't hate humans by any means, but、I don't like socializing。What I like about Favre and Seaton is、It may be because there is such a thing.。But、I think the number of such people is increasing in Japan.。In other words、On the other hand, while seeking connections with people through SNS etc.、On the other hand, each one wants to be alone.。In that dilemma、Everyone has “mild depression”。In other words、I'm saying that people like me are quite normal.。