everyone、Let's draw a picture!

Grove Begonia-Drawing

Since when?、I went to Tokyo for the first time in such a long time that I almost forgot.。An acquaintance's solo exhibition in Ginza、Autumn art exhibition at the National Art Center, Tokyo in Roppongi。A series of injustices so far。If you are a foreigner who values ​​duty and humanity,、I've had to disembowel myself 100 times already.。It's not just a piece, it's a small piece.。

When you get to the Ginza 4-chome intersection、Wow、There are a lot of people、At first I felt that、When you calm down, it's actually quite small.。The lobby of the museum is usually full of people even on weekdays.、Now it's empty。The chairs placed along the glass wall were also pulled away for a long time.、Located on a well-ventilated outdoor terrace。The inside of the building is also strangely quiet.。

Today is the Behavioral Art Exhibition and the New Production Association Exhibition.。I feel like the pictures on display are the same as usual.、More members died than usual。Looking at the age of death, not only the elderly、40There are quite a few young people in their teens.。It may be that the stress of corona is slowly affecting me.。Eventually, the new coronavirus and humans will get used to each other.、I guess things will settle down to offering a certain amount of sacrifice on the altar every year.、Even so, we will never return to the state before the new coronavirus.。Even if it's painful、If you look at it in the long run, it's just one step in human evolution.。

It seems that the sun will die in our solar system in a few billion years.。That means the solar system will disappear.。I don't even know if there is such a thing as life in such a distant future, let alone humanity.、In any case, at that point, the Earth will naturally have disappeared.。No matter how advanced a culture humans build,、There, everything becomes one with the sun and becomes ashes (returns to elements)。So ultimately, is it all a waste?、That's not the case though。If you think (philosophically?) that there is not much difference between being alive and being dead.、That is why it is more advantageous to live freely in the present.。that's why、everyone、Let's draw without worrying too much。

Sea bream even if it rots

Kabuto-yaki sea bream

Is the phrase “tai even if it rots” still used (according to its original meaning)?、It's very heartless。``Tai is easily spoiled'' or ``Tai is a high-class fish.、It means "It's a waste, so I'll eat it even if it rots."、This is because I remember seeing a strange answer (mysterious answer?) somewhere.。

If you look up ``tai even if it rots'' in the dictionary, it means ``something that has inherently high value has dignity even if it deteriorates a little.''。A while ago, there was a movie called ``Samurai Ichibun'' (originally written by Shuhei Fujisawa).、Director Yoji Yamada)。Although he was forced to do work that was humiliating for a samurai,、It depicts a man who never loses the samurai spirit in his heart.、Recently、I think that kind of feeling is really important.。

Isn't it essential to have a high sense of values, especially for things called art?。Although he is often ridiculed as ``snobbish,''、I feel like you can't get a deep impression unless it's something with a certain level of dignity.。At first glance, it looks like something out of place、erotic、Or even if it looks childish、A kind of noble sharpness.、It's like a radiant radiance、looking for something like that、Anything that isn't built-in isn't real after all.。noticed that、polish、Only those who wear it、I feel like I can get there。However、Even if we get there、For those who don't realize it, it may be nothing more than a "rotten sea bream"。

I like sea bream。Of course I don't eat rotten sea bream.。Sashimi is good too、rather a head、I prefer Kabuto。I don't make it into a soup because it's a hassle.。Specializes in simple salt-grilled beetroot.。and eat from the eyeball。Sashimi only has one taste、It also depends on the level of wasabi and soy sauce.、Dozens of different flavors in your head、tactile、Not as good as sashimi。And an elegant taste that doesn't match that tough face.。Carefully remove the scales、If grilled well, the skin will also have a rich flavor.。Even if it's rotten, the sea bream、However,、It is best to choose Kabuto that is as fresh as possible for eating.。

picture of life

O's work "Infinity" 2021 F30 Acrylic

The first day of the Blue Seagull Exhibition、The sad news quietly reached me at the venue.。

5afternoon the day before、much later than the scheduled time、Her painting was delivered to the art class on the second floor of the community center.。But the person is not there。When I asked, they said they were coming to the first floor.。The person who brought the painting was a staff member at the community center.。I'm wondering why、The person muttered something about the wheelchair.。Who's in a wheelchair? While I was thinking that, the person in question came.。“The stairs are so steep” that I can’t climb them.、It's late。I have a bad heart。breathing on your shoulder。

Why do you force yourself to bring it at a time like this?、I have to rest、I said,、I really wanted you to see it、say。When the picture arrived、At first glance I thought it was her best painting ever.、I told you so。He pointed out small points that could not even be called shortcomings, saying, ``If I had to make a few corrections, this would be it.''。But、You don't have to do it now、First of all, I have to take care of my body and rest.、I added、I never thought that would be our last conversation.。

When thinking about the placement plan of the work、I decided to put her picture in a prominent place.。Of course, it was a picture that stood out everywhere, but、To my friends who are drawing with the same worries.、You can draw freely like this.、This is because I wanted to send a message through her paintings.。in a sense、She took care of some of my current problems with my paintings.。Relationship between lines and surfaces、The problem of formability, the relationship between them and color.。And it is said that it is connected to the ``individual author''.、completely different dimension、However, the pursuit of issues that are inevitable for art、She was working toward the same goal as me.。maybe、I think she felt that way too.。It would have been fun in a way、It must have been quite tough.。And、He came up with a great answer one step ahead of me.。

Too bad is not enough word。As time passes, the sense of loss becomes deeper and deeper.、Even though I think so, about half of it、I still can't shake the feeling that something must have been wrong.。next picture、I wanted you to show me the next picture as well.。She also reads this blog a lot.、He sometimes asked me what he thought.。while listening to it、Write something related in your next blog、I have posted pictures related to it several times.。Looking at the picture、Including such small details.、I feel like her whole life is written there.。