Things that change、Those that do not change

A copy of the British battleship "Ramilies" 1970
"Tsushima wildcat" copy 1967

I wrote many times that I bought a new computer。Because the way to change was rough、The environment of peripheral devices has to be changed accordingly.、Every time one device is replaced、I was forced to move and clean up things。

When I opened my old sketchbook with the intention of throwing it away,、There were several other pictures like the one above.。The battleship above was in the second year of high school (17 years old)、The wildcat below is a copy of the second year of junior high school (14 years old).。Maybe a round pen and oil-based ink or ink。In "wildcat"、For the expression of the tree in the foreground、Shave disposable chopsticks、I remember drawing with different touches。

This is Miso、I think I draw pretty well。Especially when I was a junior high school student、It's a copy of the illustration in the book "Brothers of Wildcats"、The hatching lines are really drawn、Do not stagnate。You can see that I draw with a margin。Maybe it ’s better than it is now。In the countryside without a stationery store、In an environment where no one likes to draw、How to know oil-based ink and round pens、Maybe I got it、Now a mystery。I think it's youth。

The gray part of the battleship is、Thin enough to draw now、It has a sharp cross-hatching。17Speaking of age, the year of "first solo exhibition" by my pen drawing。Touching Sartre's existential philosophy、It was the first year I was conscious of "I in the world"。Even though I didn't study at all、I love reading Camus etc.、I felt a little rebellious (laughs)。Looking at these replicas、Lately, people have been ``running away'' by blaming everything on their age.、I feel like I've been confronted with this。I found something bad。

Not enjoying the newness

Something like esquis

The new computer arrived on the 7th、It was assembled on the 9th。The previous computer is Apple (still in use in parallel)、This time my computer is Windows for the first time in 6 years、Software installation, etc.、It took a lot of time to set。

I started using it from the 11th。It's been a week today。For me who has no personal computer、Honesty、I'm not good at Windows。Apple Mac is much easier to do。But、My favorite Mac started to break。It's been 7 years, so it's unavoidable。When buying a new one、If you want performance on your Mac that allows you to edit videos、Unfortunately the budget is not enough。Moreover, if you use a laptop like before,、There is an even bigger dilemma between performance and price。

That's it、Windows (Sorry for Windows fans)。And again the desktop。But、Considering the so-called cospa, I can understand it as it is。If you ask my son、Apparently it's easier because you don't have to choose a Mac.。I certainly think so。

「A,B,Of C、Which would you choose? How to choose the correct option、Each function also、You must also know the difference between them。That it ’s pain、I don't have any knowledge、No knowledge means that you are not studying (at least about your computer)。Returning to Windows means、"In 7 years、It's like being asked, "Did you study a little?"。Every day is an achievement test、Packing new knowledge。Even though it's new、I don't really enjoy it like a child.、Days to feel。

Make a personal computer

Inside the assembled computer

I made my own computer。But it's not me、almost son。I lifted one、insert this here、just follow the instructions。Last time I was just watching、This time、``Consideration'' to give some of the feeling of ``homemade''。

Needless to say、Many of the important parts of computers are precision products.。There's no way you can make your own CPU.。What does "self-made" mean?,``Adapt it to your own usage''。Commercially available products are a little unsatisfactory to my desired level.、The performance you want may not match the price.。That means "self-made or ordered"。By skillfully combining the required performance and price,、I feel a certain amount of satisfaction。If you just want it cheaper、安い物を買えばいいだけの話

The most important thing when building your own computer、I think it means "What do you want to do with your computer?"。If you want to draw a picture on your computer、There is a level (spec) required for each part.、If you want to play games、There are specs that match that.。If you want to paint watercolors、Choose watercolors over oil paints。Then product knowledge、Things like dexterity are involved (because people don't usually have product knowledge, etc.)、The ability to search frequently is also important.)。

Even if you say you want to draw a picture at once、Each person has a different image of the picture in their head.。Aren't computers probably similar?。For people like me who don't know anything about computers.、“What can you do with a computer?”、I never thought about it。this time、With a ``self-made computer'' that was ``made for me'' according to my wishes.、To be able to think positively, "Maybe we can do more of this."、I'm going to try my best。