Things that change、Those that do not change

A copy of the British battleship "Ramilies" 1970
"Tsushima wildcat" copy 1967

I wrote many times that I bought a new computer。Because the way to change was rough、The environment of peripheral devices has to be changed accordingly.、Every time one device is replaced、I was forced to move and clean up things。

古いスケッチブックを捨てるつもりで開いてみると、There were several other pictures like the one above.。The battleship above was in the second year of high school (17 years old)、The wildcat below is a copy of the second year of junior high school (14 years old).。Maybe a round pen and oil-based ink or ink。In "wildcat"、For the expression of the tree in the foreground、Shave disposable chopsticks、I remember drawing with different touches。

This is Miso、I think I draw pretty well。Especially when I was a junior high school student、It's a copy of the illustration in the book "Brothers of Wildcats"、The hatching lines are really drawn、Do not stagnate。You can see that I draw with a margin。Maybe it ’s better than it is now。In the countryside without a stationery store、In an environment where no one likes to draw、How to know oil-based ink and round pens、Maybe I got it、Now a mystery。I think it's youth。

The gray part of the battleship is、Thin enough to draw now、It has a sharp cross-hatching。17Speaking of age, the year of "first solo exhibition" by my pen drawing。Touching Sartre's existential philosophy、It was the first year I was conscious of "I in the world"。Even though I didn't study at all、カミュなどを愛読し、I felt a little rebellious (laughs)。これらの模写を見ると最近は何でも年のせいにして「逃げている」のではないかと突きつけられたような気になる悪いものを見つけてしまった